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Salam

A post per month is better than I keep it non. 

Everybody wants to feel love


Allah gives you choices. It is you, the only you that needs to explore the choices and find the answer. Pilihan yang akan membuatkan kekecewaan dan kegembiraan. Adehhh

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Buka wallet dengan harapan terselit not-not 50 ringgit dicelahan kad-kad bank. Tapi malangnya, sekeping pun tak ada. Lambat sungguh proses pengumpulan duit. Hari ini aku kumpul, esok lusa aku guna. Ok, nampak gaya, lambat lagi favorite lens nak dapat.

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Ramai rupanya kawan-kawan yang bakal membina masjid pada tahun 2011. Tahniah! Lagi setahun sebelum kami memegang segulung ijazah sarjana muda perubatan dan pembedahan. InshaAllah. Doakan aku. Mula merasakan bahang professional exam pada bulan April 2012.

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Aku biarkan post kali ni merupakan post yang terakhir sebagai penutup tirai 2010. Happy New Year! Moga 2011 membawa seribu-satu keajaiban yang aku nanti-nantikan. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!


Regards:
Azahmael


Salam :) Hoping that everyone is normal muahah :P

2nd day in Temerloh Psychiatry Department is sooo differ with 2nd day in HKL heheh I found myself floating with delight in this posting.

Specialists in both hospitals are sooo supportive and kind and willing to teach us :) So I'm quiet motivated right now. Still not too late ok! hoyehh hooyeehh!! :)

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I found a patient who is very interesting. I guess. So I'm trying to use my special power (OK this is not a delusion of grandiosity heee :P) because I think it's working as happened to be that I did it on one of the patient in HKL, and I managed to interview him :P

Me: S cakap dengan siapa tu?

S: Saya cakap dengan Sabri.

Me: Siapa Sabri tu?

S: Dia kawan saya. Dia ada kuasa. Saya amik kuasa saya, dia amik kuasa dia. Dr nampak tak kuasa saya?

Me: Nope. (OK, I'm not good in acting)

Minutes later..

Me: S, kita borak-borak boleh? Dr nak tahu ape yang S buat dengan Sabri

S: Boleh. Nak borak kat mana Dr?

Me: Takpa2, S duduk sini saja....

Suddenly, he was very pre-occupied

Me: S pandang siapa?

S: Tu ha, ada perempuan tu dia cakap cakap dengan saya

Me: Siapa nama dia? Rupa dia macam mana?

S: Nama dia Nura. Muka dia macam awak! (Lepas tu dia pandang ke arah sinki and pointing to 'me').

Scary!

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Kat HKL dengar Auditory Hallucination, and the voice claimed to be me. And now, this chap is thinking that I'm talking to him. Aku masih ada 3 minggu untuk berada dengan dia.




Nota Tangan Comot:


Ada sesiapa diluar sana yang tiba-tiba ternampak saya atau terdengar suara saya?
Salam and a very Good Morning

2nd Batch 2010, Psychiatry Posting Hospital Kuala Lumpur
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A very few hours before I left Psy Department of HKL

Not-so-new-Patient: You should w~~ hig~~

Me: Ha? What?? (Apa dia cakap ni?)

Not-so-new-Patient: Wer~ Hee~s~

Me: Air? Hafsah! Apa dia nak cuba cakap ni? (-_-!)

Hafsah: Entoh aku pun tak dapat nak pick-up

Not-so-new-Patient: Heels. High-heels

Oh clearer then.

Me: Oh High-heels. What about that?

Not-so-new-Patient: You should wear high-heels. You looked flat on the ground.

Me: Sabar je lah. Okeyy I'll find one later. 6'' ye.

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Again: Half an hour before leaving...

Not-so-new-Patient: Doctor! Doctor!

Skien: Azah! He is calling for you

Me: Yes Sir, may I help you in any ways sir?

Not-so-new-Patient: My name is Bla Bla Bla. I'm a Mousleem. Saya masuk Islam few years back. If you don't trust me look at my name. Z___ A__ (Tak ingat nama dia). Take a look at my tickets.

Surreptitiously I looked at the file.

Me: Oh really? Let me see. Oh yes.

Not-so-new-Patient: I can hear voices. I can hear YOUR voice doctor! Sambil tunjuk-tunjuk kat telinga kiri dia.

Oh shit! Me?? This is soooo creepy

Not-so-new-Patient: Yes your voice telling me to be in Islam. I can hear it everywhere. If you don't believe me, called A** P** Hospital and asked for Dr Rudy(?). I knew you when I first met you few days ago. Please Dr, can I go home?

Undoubtedly, No!

Patient was hallucinating with my voice. Funny!

MAs and PPK yang best!
Shhh!! Encik Najib sedang makan!! ;)

New product from Big Apple. Dominashi? Dormicum?



Today will be leaving to Ampang before going to Temerloh. Sigh (*_*)

Nota Kaki Busuk:
Ps: Dormicum is a trade name for Midazolam (Hypnotics and sedatives)

Salam alayk :)

Being invited to join photoshooting for Fairuz and Yanie at Putrajaya last week. They are soo sweet!

Thank you Otai! [Abang Fendi and Abang Anwar] for the teaching given :) 

I am so admiring their works. 

And I was happy for the whole day :) Mucho Gracias!! 



Tak banyak gamba yang di ambil. Saja suka-suki. Terasa nervous masa ini (Oh dari malam tu lagi sebenarnya. Heee~)



Disebalik tabir:                        


Hanya mahu berkongsi. Gambar aku ambil adalah tak seberapa. Datang untuk belajar dari mereka. Dan masih banyak yang aku perlu pelajari.
 Selebihnya di sini: CHALETCINTA




Nota Kaki:
Coming soon: Kisah akhir Psychiatry posting Hospital Kuala Lumpur :)
Salam ('',)
Anak2! Jangan ikut Aunt Zaza koyak kulit buku bila tak boleh tidur!
Inilah dia penangan 2 minggu dalam psychiatry posting. Insomnia! Almost a week I couldn't have a nice deep sleep. Saya berjumpa 'mereka' pada setiap malam-malam yang indah! Hampeh. Risau yang melampau!

Finally, yesterday, I slept through the alarm which was supposed to ring at 4 am and I managed to wake up at 6. 2 hours delayed. Muahaha




Nota Kaki:

Tak dapat nak bayangkan how patients couldn't sleep for 4 months or more (I had this kind of patient last week)
Went out to Pullman and Pavillion with Otai2 Whitesignature for outdoor session. I'm admiring their works. Very much! Finally, ter-granted my wish to meet them.

Ssooo in love. Sempat lagi mengajar :) Oh, I wish to rewind the moments!

I'm so happy and gay!!

Bye Fendi and Allod! Till we meet again~

Regards:
Azah

Ps: I know you won't read this hahaha
PPS: ada gamba tapi malas nak upload huhuh


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New posting has started. Almost all the time we will spend our day in HKL. Meeting all the psychiatric patients. Oh, I'm mental retarded right now.
Salam 'alayk


Daripada Anas bin Malik r.a berkata, aku mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, Allah s.w.t berfirman, "Wahai anak Adam, sepanjang kamu memohon kepada-Ku dan berharap kepada-Ku akan Aku ampuni apa yang telah kamu lakukan, Aku tidak peduli. Wahai anak Adam, jika dosa-dosamu setinggi awan di langit kemudian kamu memohon keampunan kepada-Ku akan Aku ampuni. Wahai anak Adam, sesungguhnya jika kamu datang kepada-Ku membawa kesalahan sebesar dunia dan kemudian kamu datang kepada-Ku tanpa menyekutukan Aku dengan sesuatu pun, pasti Aku akan datang kepadamu dengan keampunan sebesar itu pula." - HR. Tarmizi

ps:

1) Aku tak tahu kenapa aku rajin sangat update eventho my exam is just around the corner (~_~)
2) Doakan aku! Sebab ini adalah Paediatrics!
Salam alayk
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Salam 'alayk :')

Woottt! Wooottt!! 

What a marvelous and glorius news! He will be here. SOON! LIVE!! :D

Venue: MBSA Auditorium Shah Alam
Date: 15th October 2010
Time: 2000-2300

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Classical, country and 80s heretofore were usually confined in my iTunes. When I heard my housemates put them on air, I couldn't feel the tempo in my heart. I didnt ever try to listen to it or if I did, it was just like a river flowing away from me.

Anyhow, for the past few weeks I keep on tunning on the same songs from Maher's over and over again, day by day. It doesn't plain as vanilla at all! Seriously! Try to feel the songs. Try to understand the songs. Believe me! Money back guarantee if it does bore you! 
I should take from different angle. Not so cun at this angle ok!
Sad to say, I'm incapable to go to his show. issskk. I have a family programme on the next day.

I LOVE this verse:

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can't repent
And that it's way too late
You're so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don't despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side


Ps:

If you go, can you take his signature for me? Peliss Pelisss (I'm begging you). And ask him to write, 
"Azah, Believe in yourself. Workhard! and be a muslimah doctor. I will always pray for you.- Love: Maher" Kahkahkah


The signature part is true actually. I'm asking for it. Please 
Salam 'alayk.

I've done several major and minor postings so far and yet still have a few other postings before I am completing my first round. Currently, I'm doing Paediatrics posting after sailing through a tough and arduos journey with dozen of complaints (Yeah, I love to complaint) but on top of that, it was an interesting posting (I'm talking about Orthopaedics posting). I don't like Paediatrics it is just the aura tak sampai-sampai. hahaha. I can't attune with children. I dont have the soft-hearted kind of affection. Bwah!

Since my life as a medical student for the past 5 years back, and for the past one year in my clinical phase, I have this kind of thought "Why medicine?" that keeps on popi
ng-up in my cortex and started to feel despair at the end of it. And I have to console myself everytime it happens.

Well, this is the beginning that changed everything and leads me to something.

I'm from Bangi. Living here since I was born which means that every single housing areas Ive been there to which were my playgrounds. It includes Yusof's area.

So, I have been schooled there up till my last day as a teenager All the histories, my poos and my urines Ive left there. I'm not a bright-shiny little girl. Not smart. Just ordinary tomboy-like girl. My PMR wasnt that good but wasnt that bad too. Well, not being accepted to enter to any of the boarding schools but it's okey, I dont want to be in any of it hahah

Continue my form 4 and form 5 at ordinary school and enjoying my life there. In loved with this chap and feeling like we owned the world. Well, chenta monyet. And finally he 'left' me as Allah loves him more. So, rearrange the chapter of my life. Went back to the road that was supposed to be trailed at the first place. Struggled like hell as I only have few monthes away before my SPM. That is my future. Not all those craps (love!) duh! Finally, my results werent that wow but not that bad. Alhamdulillah but regreted as I know I can do better it is just because of my kelalaian about duniawi.


Applied for UPU and matriculations. Didn't get any offer neither from JPA/MARA (well, padan
muka!) nor UPU. Don't know what course to apply. There are two things that I'm positive of.
Do chemical engineering or medicine.

Everyone wants to do medicine right? That is my ambition when people asked me.

But then, monthes later, KMNS accepted me. Nevertheless, I got into Physics course instead of Sains Hayat. Ok, menangis merayu-rayu minta ditukarkan ke Sains hayat (aku tak boleh nak digest all the Enstein-minded and all the rumus-rumus). After all the hardworks, got changed into Sains hayat. Weehuu! My boyish-like-appearance became bolder. DC Shoes doh!

Babah applied to do medicine at USIM for me. Accepted! Happy? Ye kot. My dream kan.

Miss Ju (my Cambridge teacher):
Why do you want to do medicine?

My answer: "To help people".

Entered! Everything were fine. No comments even one. Felt inferior among others. They all came from boarding schools. Good results. Excellent memories. Didn't have much friends that time doh! Hahah. Again, Struggle! Struggle!Struggle! Praise to Allah, Ive got it. Kali ni I felt that I deserved it. :')

Year 1, 2 and 3 were great! I didn't see or recognize the challenges out there. All I know were Anatomy, Biochem and Physiology. Nothing else. I dont even has the idea to correlate it with my field (ngok ngek). I couldn't see it!! My dean always said this, "Kaki dah cecah air dah, teruskan lah". Which means, kaw dah buat medic, teruskan aje lah!

4th year and 5th year really open my eyes that were shut previously. Mula mengagau to fit in with what Ive learned years back with my situation now. Hah! Day by day, life is not as what I'm expecting it to be. Tougher. More critics. More competitions. More conspiracies. More stories. More hardworks. Need more focus! Need everything lah! And less sleep please! Once more my dean said, "Air dah sampai kat leher, nak patah balik pun rugi". Ciss.

Here I am, to help people. Why do I have to complaint eventho there's less lecturer? Kita kan pioneer. Dulu UM pun macam ini juga. (Ok sedapkan hati). Kene fight dengan UIA students for patients, rebutlah!

Dream big! Make the best out of it!- Dr Dee

Be strong and happy always!- Mr Bob

La tahzan, Azah. -Prof Zainab

Jangan fikir kamu diabaikan.- Miss Suryasmi

I'm learning about life through people around me.



fm3a: Owned by my father. Selongkar office dia and wohoo!! I thought it still can be used. Baru nak rembat tapi motor tak jalan. tsskk :'( Macro beb. Macro!!

I love photography. I can see what the naked eyes couldn't see. I can see the real world through lenses. Inspired when I saw those pictures taken by SN, Otosan, Amroose etc etc etc and started when my brother bought one. Boosted by my friends Tykhah and Sapek. It is just that I dont have enough time to learn all these things. But how come my friends boleh? Ceh. It is just my hobby. Tak terfikir untuk buat side-income. Why? I'm not calling myself a photographer as my knowledge about this field is too shallow. I don't deserve to be called that. I put myself at the beginner level (instead of amateur ok!) until my brother can accept all my products. Tanaklah called yourself a photographer sedangkan your works macam pakai compact.

So, I learn both at the same time. Jimat masa! Hehehe :) Need to learn more.

My dream is to have Sigma 105mm F2.8 EX DG Macro (Price: 1.5K) Erk!


So,

Workhard! Studyhard! Studysmart! Playhard!- Miss Lynn Azura

Akan aku berusaha sedaya upaya!


Nota Kaki:

Enjoy je lah baca panjang-panjang hahah
Salam.

Eid Mubarak everyone!! Maaf zahir dan batin yeh :')


ps: Sorry lambat wish hehe but still valid kan ;')



Nota Kaki:

Waaahh lamanya tak update!! Tak sempat nak update fasal Paeds posting :(
There is still a light at the corner of this posting.

Supports from HOs and Specialists really make me wanna go further.

Alhamdulillah.

Thanks guys!
Tak ku sangka posting kali ni sangat tough!

1st impression aku, "Ortho best" but when i stepped my foot into Kenanga 5 and 6, I feel so dejected. The environment is melancholy.

"Azah, are you going to specialize in Ortho?"- Dr Azriq.

"Hahaha, let me think"

It's totally different. I need strength to continue my winding and crooked journey. If not because of RM2500000 that i owe to JPA, you know the rest.

O Allah, ease me.
A while since my last writing. Have the feeling to write at the very first class with Mr Bob but.... Who cares. I don't. Because saya bukan penulis blog tegar hahah

Orthopedics posting is interesting. It is enjoyable (yeah I do actually) with the participation from enthusiastic specialists in Ampang Hospital and HUKM (not to be forgotten Temerloh people). Yeah. Saya semangat!

The last 3 weeks were sooo tiring and hectic.

3 weeks ago:

I need to pay a stupid postpaid bill from celcom (eventhough I DIDN'T activate it). Melayang RM150.50 aku!

2 weeks ago:

Catch up with my studies plus a seminar need to be delivered. I thought I was able to finish it in 3-4 hours. OK, I wasn't. It took 4 days for me to finish it.

This week:

Delivered the seminar successfuly but salah tajuk! Hampeh, no wonder there was a 'regurgitation' feeling last night. It's okey. I got my booster.

And currently: 0100 in the very very early morning with the booing and cheering from McD next to my crib, exploring and tracing my limbic area of my brain to start writting my case write up (CWU).

See you later. My Tomyam Maggi is about to be eaten by a monster reading this blog. So better get going before my Maggi gone and no chance at all in proceeding my CWU.

Bye!

LL4G

11:33 PM 1 contengan

Salam.

Do make doas and prayers for our brothers.

http://www.lifeline4gaza.org/
Salam

It's been a long time since we last met. Rindu kalian :)

Next time sila ikut tema yee hehehe :P






ps: US is not United State. US=Us :)

Conteng-conteng:

Muscle cramped as the side effects of not-warming-up-before-game. Panaflex is my solution hahaha Tomorrow will be going back to Tampin Ooohh Nooo~
Atiq dah dewasa. Dah sama umur dengan aku. Kaw tak boleh nak diskriminasi dengan umur aku lagi dah. Hahaha

Have a great BIRTHDAY and semoga kamu diberkati :)


And yet, life is fascinating and enthralling if we do things together :)


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Currently in Tamping doing Public Health posting. I like Tampin compared to Temerloh as it reminds me of my kampung :) Communicate with old folks here requires soft-skill that I don't have hahahah Really infuriating

Salam :)
HDR a.k.a High Dynamic Range a technique works by merging the image's highlights and shadows. I learnt this technique not only from 'The Photographers' Guide to Photoshop', but also from a friend as well as from world wide website www.blabla.com

1st trial, tapi macam tak jadi hahaha It's okay, asah-asah kemudian :P

Tak tahu nak bebel apa, just feeling like wanna fill my 'free' time during GP posting hahah

Okay, time to go to bed as I am under the effect of diphenhydramine (ZzZZzz)




ps:

1) If you have a trouble to sleep, my advise is try Bena hahah
2) Pernah rasa high? Try minum Cough-en or Sidilix or Bena or Diphenhydramine etc etc, tp
jangan tidur. Feel the difference hahahah
3) Post yang paling membosan as my cortex couldnt function properly ZZzzZZ

January 2010

8:15 PM 7 contengan

Salam and a very Good Evening..

January, begining of 2010 (dah nak habis bulan January dah pun hahaha)

5 weeks since the last time I doodled something here and today I'll do the same. Haha.

The journey to the West ended last week after having patient with low lying placenta as my long case (which was unexpected) and gestational diabetes mellitus patient came to be induced (which was expected). So yeah, even the cases were easy (as ABC-my friend said), but due to adrenaline rushed and wrongly attached to the receptors, my vertebral and spinal arteries were constricted and became hypoxia. So, you can predict the rest..

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Owing to 23 years of life, I'm not sure... I need His light.


New spirit! Ethos!


"Ibnu Mas'ud berkata yang bermaksud: Perkara yang paling sedih bila tibanya tahun baru, umurku bertambah tetapi amalanku tidak bertambah"

So, jom berusaha!! Gambate!

"Every accomplishment starts with decision to try"- unknown

Next week, GP (General Practitioner a.k.a kerja kat klinik) posting. Okey, so, my to-do-lists:

Friday: Ignite my 'engine' + do other work

Saturday: Go to gear 1 + other work

Sunday: Speed to gear 3 + blablabla

Monday until next posting: Proceed with gear 6 (Oh, my Mini Cooper has gear 6 hahaha) and remain still.


Nota Kaki:

Do I need to postpone my writing for the next posting? Hah. I donno

Oh by the way, just a reminder for all of us, even we are at home during daytime, don't forget to activate your house alarm system. Hah! I hate burglars!