Aku & Kamera...

Nuradelza Ahmad Adlie

2012-02-17T21:00:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum Adel!

Acu ♥ Adel

Ahlan Wasahlan Nuradelza fi haza dunia. Moga jadi anak yang solehah dunia akhirat ye sayang ♥

Nota Kaki:

Ok harus kembali ke realiti. Esok ade mock paed's exam dan aku tak start baca ape2 lagi huu

Syukur

2012-02-16T16:19:00.001+08:00

Salam

Aku ingat lagi satu kes dulu masa aku 3rd year. 2nd professional exam together with the other exams. Stress memang aku tak tahu nak kata apa. Then, ada seorang teman datang mengadu.

"Tension!"

"Kenapa?"

"Orang lain selalu last minute hafal quran, senang je nak ingat. Aku? Susah gila nak ingat. Asik ulang-ulang ayat yang sama. Dah la nak kena bace untuk pro-exam juga ni!"

Teman,

Allah tak tengok pada natijah (hasil) kepada sesuatu yang kita lakukan. Tapi Allah melihat pada usaha yang kita lakukan.

"Kau sebut berulang-ulang ayat Allah, dapat pahala tau. Kaw ulang 10x, kaw dapat 10x ganda pahala. Kawan kaw sebut 2x je. 2x ganda pahala aja la dia dapat"

Sama la juga bila tiba bab study.

Study macam nak rak. Tidur macam serupa tak tidur. Nota berduyun2. Photostet sana. Photostet sini. Buat nota tampal sana tampal sini habis penuh semua dinding kat bilik. Tension. Bila keluar dari exam hall "Arghhh!! Tension gila bab tak dapat jawab soalan tadi!! Failed la aku macam ni". Tup tup bila result keluar, biasa je.

Tapi ada juga golongan yang tidur dalam kelas. Hu-ha. Tak datang kelas. Main facebook 24/7/365. Datang kelas ikut suka hati. Last minute study. Tension. Bila keluar dari exam hall "Arghhh!! Tension gila bab tak dapat jawab soalan tadi!! Failed la aku macam ni". Tup tup bila result keluar, excellent with flying colors.

Bukan nak kata golongan ni teruk. Mereka hebat. Mungkin kita tak nampak apa yang dilakukan disebalik daun pintu. Entah-entah, mind-maps beduyun dalam files. Mereka mungkin study smart.

Tapi ada juga dari combination 2 golongan ni dan result excellent gak kuikui

Tapi wahai teman, apa yang aku nak cuba sampaikan kat sini, Allah tengok pada usaha kamu. Rezeki masing-masing. Bersyukurlah. Lulus pun dah kira bagus. Cuba fikir untuk orang yang failed? Mereka lagi sedih. Maka, tadah kedua tapak tangan, sujud dahi menyembah lantai pada yang Ilahi.

Bersyukur. Kang Allah tarik nikmat baru hang tahu!

Peace. Takde kene mengene antara yang hidup atau pun yang dah mati. Sekian~

18hb January 2012

2012-01-18T19:58:00.000+08:00

Salam..

My prayers are always with you :)

Manusia

2012-01-02T12:43:00.001+08:00

Memang banyak perangai. Memang banyak ragam.

Kalau itu dah jodoh dia, doakan aja la. Kalau bukan dah itu jodoh dia, kenapa nak pertikai kan? Kenapa nak suka cakap belakang. pot pet pot pet tambah dosa. Doa kan lagi bagus. Cakap buat lawak ikut sedap lidah aja, tak fikir panjang sebelum berkata-kata, cuba-cuba la ada sikap sensitif sikit. Ini main lepas macam laser zreett zreett! Kepada telinga yang mendengar, buat-buat husnul zhan. Cuba fikir yang positif-positif. Seriously, kalau itu dah takdir dia, siapa kita nak pertikaikan. Doakan lagi baik. Aku bukan nya baik sangat, tapi betul apa yang aku cakap ni? Kalau salah, boleh la betulkan.

Tak sabar nak grad and mem-blah-kan diri

Kepada kawan-kawan medical posting, Good luck. Few more months to go.

Nama Aku

2011-12-25T14:24:00.000+08:00

Salam.

Nurazah = Cahaya Kekuatan

Nama aku takde apostrophe sebelum alphabet A tu tapi pronunciation die ade apostrophe untuk menandakan itu adalah hurup 'ain dalam jawi. Sebab ia membawa maksud kekuatan.

Aku tak suka orang panggil aku Azza, aza sebab membawa maksud yang lain iaitu celaka. Bahaya sungguh.

Ok, kat sini aku nak cakap, aku seorang yang kuat. Despite of all the cemuhan, discouragement from those people, kesakitan hati, lemah perasaan, sikap cemburu tak bertempat, aku akan terus berdoa agar aku akan terus jadi kuat. Ya Rabb, perkenankan lah

"...Hidup macam pelangi, ada macam-macam warna. Sebab tu la Allah wujudkan bermacam-macam perasan dalam hati kita. Gembira, suka sedih marah sayang rindu jeles kecewa bla bla.. Tapi atas kite la nak pilih mana satu yang dominan. Salah pilih, hancurlah...." -Enz

x6/12 (6 months) ja lagi

Kalau tiap-tiap hari kena compare... rasa macam nak sepak laju2 sampai tecabut gigi.

2011-12-22T18:54:00.000+08:00

Instead of comparing, kenapa tak mahu menambah baik kan? Kenapa tak nak bantu? Oh lupa, kami kan suka complaint.

Sejak masuk final, dalam kepala ni asik fikir nak quit. Yes aku nak quit. Takde apa-apa positive reasons lagi untuk aku rationalize lagi kalau tiap-tiap hari kene kondem.

Takkan Nak Kene Cium Tapak Kaki Baru Nak Berhenti Mengungkit?

2011-12-15T20:39:00.003+08:00

Fullstop. End of story.

Men from Mars and Women from Venus

2011-11-28T15:10:00.001+08:00

Dear Mr Diary..

"...When they say women are the most complicated creatures in the world, I am more surprised and yet flummoxed by knowing that men are actually the most weird creatures I ever known"

Women: They tend to make simple things complicated and they like to think about small yet minute things, jumping from issue to another and becoming impulsive towards the end. Dont you realized it? I do.

Men: On the other hand, they are simpler than women. They take everything as easy as possible. They tend to ignore. They claimed "Ignorance is a bliss" (?). But somehow, they have this weird behaviour. They talk when they feel like talking, and they will walk away when they feel like doing so. Later, they come back whenever they want, as if there's nothing happened. Nak admit?

Despite of all these, we are unique. We are compliment each other. We need to learn and understand each other. Neither underestimating your partner nor following your damn super-ego tak bertempat itu.

"...Dan tiap-tiap jenis Kami ciptakan berpasangan, supaya kamu mengingati (kekuasaan Kami dan mentauhidkan Kami)". Adz-Dzaariyaat 51:49

Sekian....

ps: Jangan benarkan dia pergi... Berusaha lagi, selebihnya bertwakkal. Allah knows best!

Permainan Aku

2011-11-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

Salam...

Kalau dulu, angry birds ni la jadi peneman aku kalau tetiba dapat acute attack of cerebral oedema (tipu). Konon nak release kan stress lah. Mesti main. Baru baca 2-3 ayat, aku akan meraba-raba cari iPhone dan sambung main.

"Last-last, lepas ni sambung"

Ni la ayat aku haha Berusaha main sampai aku complete semua level. Next week tu aku ada obstetric and gynaecology end posting exam. Nice kan?? Pastu aku stress balik.

Tapi selepas competed all the levels, I've shifted to angry birds rio, tapi tak best sangat so terabai seketika.

Sejak dua menjak ni, aku dah tuka interest. Aku ter-addict kat Shaun the Sheep punya game. Awesome lah! Alasan sama gak, nak release stress ye la final year dah kan..

Again, lepas main dah completed level, menyesal balik sebab terasa "lebih baik study" hahaha

Demi masa. Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian. Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran dan berpesan-pesan dengan sabar. Al-'Asr 1-3

Nak jadi ni punya pasal, harus bekerja lebih kuat tapi kena balance juga, kalau tak life full with stressor tak elok juga. Balance your life ok!

Sisterhood: Picnic

2011-09-18T17:33:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Hello. Hai.

Baru boleh merasa untuk beraya. Kalau 2 minggu lepas, aku beraya tapi otak aku kat rumah tengah fikir pasal buku. Tapi hari ni baru boleh beraya sokmo. Lepas ni kalau ikut perkiraan, boleh dapat beraya lagi kalau tak dipanggil lagi untuk induksi.

♥

Kawan sampai mati, susah dan senang tetap bersama

Esok start ophthal posting untuk 10 hari disusuli dengan exam (exam lagi -_-"). SSM aku pun tak habis rewrite lagi. Adeehh

End of 2nd O&G Posting

2011-09-16T00:54:00.000+08:00

Salam. Ehem..

Habis dah 1 posting dalam final year. So aku ade lagi 7 postings to go before the very end final exam. As was told before, my turn turned out to be on Tuesday so all the preparations were made based on the first group. They got gynae case for long case and obstet case for short case. Ok, fine.

On Tuesday: I was assigned to clerk patient on bed 14. Shit. Ini case berat ni wehh! Perkiraan aku samada case miscarriage, ectopic pregnancy, cervical carcinoma or endometrial carcinoma or anything with history of bleeding. Ah!

Walked through the aisle with a rush to bed 14 and found out to be that my patient wasnt at her bed. Fuh! Serious lega.

"Dr, patient wasnt there" Cantik lah!

"Ok then, go to bed 5"

So I went straight away to bed 5 and I saw patient was on hartman and there's a daily urine ketone bottle on her table. Nice! Hyperemesis Gravidarum! Alhamdulillah.

There were Prof Siva, Prof Sham and Dr Murali on that day. Hoping no to have Dr Murali as my examiner. Tongue tight as usual. HAHAH

So I got Prof Sham for my long case. Presented the case as usual. Nahh! Hyperemesis Gravidarum. Tajuk simple. Tapi soalan dari dia, pergh! All topics were covered. Haha. Dari Molar pregnancy ke Multiple pregnancy dia tanya. Dan tak dilupakan our-long-long-not-to-be-forgotten Kreb's cycle and anerobic cycle. Gilos! Mana ingat! Ok. Fine.

Short case:

Suprapubic mass. Nasib baik dapat detect laparoscopic scars. Otherwise semua macam biasa. Showmanship dengan penuh kepoyoan dan confident tahap dewa walaupun salah sudah semestinya.

Janji rock.

Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan aku untuk ke hari itu

Next posting: Opthalmology!

Peluang Datang Bergolek Dekat Kaki Hanya Sekali

2011-09-11T19:14:00.001+08:00

Salam.

Hidup hanya sekali

Grab la peluang yang ada. Tak kesah la apa-apa pun. Kawan, pelajaran, pasangan, iman dan sebagainya. Dah ada depan mata, grab aja. Tak yah tunggu-tunggu kononnya masa yang sesuai. Rezeki semua Allah dah aturkan. Jangan was-was. Sebab itu kerja setan. Bila dah dapat, cuba pelihara sebaik mungkin. Lagi-lagi bila dah dapat nikmat iman sebab bukan semua orang dapat merasakannya. Percayalah cakap aku. Lain-lain, fatawakkaltu 'alallahi la haula wala quwata illa billah!

First time nangis baca doa rabithah. First time.

Semoga berjaya kawan-kawan!!

Endorphine Stimulators

2011-09-09T19:21:00.000+08:00

Salam :)

Semalam aku bengong. Stress tetibe selepas dapat tahu Dr M bakal amik candidates final posting O&G hari selasa. YES! TUESDAY! I am apparently in the Tuesday's list. Nice!

Lagi-lagi dengan khabar berita tetiba ade written, lagi la benggonggg....

So hari ni as a reward to myself, beli la makanan-makanan yang dikategorikan sebagai fat-riched-foods. Hanya kali ini saja. Tunggu lagi setiap 2 bulan untuk aku re-stock new stocks and stored-up new fats hahaha

Brownies and iced-blended with whipped cream. Grrr!~

The blue one is always be my fav! :)

Need to restock :)

Terserempak dengan Dr Nescafe-aku-tak-ingat-nama (dalam white coat dia mesti ade 1 sachet nescafe merah hahah) kat dalam lif Hospital Ampang yang dulunya aku jumpa mase posting dermatology at HKL. Dia tegur aku dulu selepas aku senyum kat dia (tak berani nak tegur sebab honestly tak ingat kat mana jumpa hahaha). Semangat Dr dah menyusup menyebabkan saya semangat balik :) Thanks Dr hehee

Source

Ini adalah jadual aku untuk bulan ni. Tak nak upload kesemuanya, nanti aku sakit jantung hahahah Sekarang aku kat merah yang pertama. Baru seminggu lebih sssiiikkkitt je aku jumpa balik penanda merah. Memang hidup aku dengan exam je la.

Ok, Berusaha! Nak sangat jadi dokter kan. HAMIK!

Nota Kaki:

"Dengar boleh, Percaya jangan"- Nesha

Uweekk!!

2011-09-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

Salam and Syawal already..

Tapi macam biasa, dari SPM sampai ke sekarang, asal exam je raya asal raya je exam *__*

Tup tap tup tap dah masuk minggu last second round O&G posting bersamaan dengan minggu exam. This time, I have a great time spending my time in this posting. Walaupun takut dengan mereka tetap ada, palpitation dan shortness of breath tahap 4 berdasarkan New York Heart Association, aku tetap menghabiskan masa yang ada, sebab lepas ni dah tak ada masa nak ber-hu-ha-hu-ha lagi. Hanya ada 4x cuti sebelum menjadi asystole pada 25 June 2012.

Port study terbaik!

1) Kurangkan berFACEBOOKing!!
2) Stop playing angrybirds!!

Aaahh sesak sesakk weehhh!!

Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir. Ya Allah permudahkanlah.

Ps: Good luck kepada diri sendiri & rakan-rakan

People love to judge

2011-08-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

Salam.

People like us love to judge based on their physical perception. Why dont we help each other?

This is a cool video to be shared.

Salam syawal.

Eid mubarak

Maaf zahir & batin

Minal 3aidin wa faizin

Kullu 3am wa antum bi khoir

Antara Sedar & Tidak

2011-08-22T22:18:00.001+08:00

Salam

Terasa diri ni jonah belaka:

1) Temerloh tak ada air. Tanpa sebarang notis

2) Cases placenta preavia sepanjang zaman di mana para ibu sudah bosan untuk di interview oleh medical students

Tapi apabila 5 deliveries dapat dilaksanakan dalam masa 1 minggu, membuatkan diri ini tenang seketika. Alhamdulillah

Kadang-kadang antara sedar dan tidak ada beberapa perkara yang kita selalu buat. Antaranya:

1) Kadang-kadang kita berkawan dengan seseorang hanya untuk memenuhi kepentingan diri kita

2) Kawan sehidup semati

3) Tapi dalam diam, dia sedang memerhatikan kita untuk dibaham

Watak dalam cerita ini tiada kene mengena antara yang hidup dan mati. Saja bagi hidup blog ni. Aku nak air!!

4) Suka merungut. Itu yang sedang aku lakukan sekarang. HAHAH

Ramdhan Kareem :) Nak masuk 23 ramadhan dah :(

Mohon 10 jari disusun untuk minta maaf dari kalian.

Ingat! Bukan dengan Pencipta je kita mohon ampun, dengan manusia pun sama juga ya

Officially, Tomorrow is The Day

2011-07-10T11:19:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt & Selamat Pagi

O Allah, Guide us to the straight path

Starting from tomorrow, I'm a final year MBBS student. Tak percaya ok! Tapi wajib percaya!! Lepas balik dari PPD camp, I realized that I have few threats that should and supposed to overcome NOW!!

The list of my threats are as follow:

O&G: D.N.N & Dr M & Dr-Tak-Ingat-Nama -> No need to explain why.
Tengok nama saja aku dah palpitation
Paeds: Prof R -> Nyawa-nyawa ikan when I was being examined by her. Nearly
failed. But I considered failed je
Surgery: Miss A kot -> Tolerable lagi
Ortho: Miss N -> Waarghh!! Tapi the adrenaline rush tu yang best
Medical: So far, none
ENT: Not done yet
Ophthal: Same goes, not done yet but hopefully, NONE
Psy: Dr S -> Malignant
Family Medicine: None. The best!

So, as conclusion, now you know why I dont like O&G and Paeds.

Dan esok, first posting in final year is O&G. (T_T).

Tidak boleh main-main lagi.

Tak boleh lagha lagi.

Kene jaga hati yang sentiasa leka dan lemah ni.

Harapan yang menggunung kalah gunung Everest dari kedua-dua family atas bahu ni. Harapan anak-anak dan masyarakat.

Terasa berat...

Perlukan sokongan dan doa dari semua.

Semoga, semua berjalan lancar dan bergraduasi sebagai seorang doktor muslimah dan solehah.

If they can, why not me?

Countdown: 350 days

"Studyhard! Studysmart! Workhard! and PLAYHARD!"

The Power of Du'a

2011-06-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

Salam...

Never underestimate the power of du'a

"Robbijj3alni muqiimassholaati wazurriyati"

Ya Allah jadikan aku dan zuriatku mendirikat sholat

Kalau Allah tak makbulkan sekarang, Allah makbulkan kemudian, kalau Allah tak makbulkan, maka, Allah knows what is best for us. But, never give up, kena sentiasa yakin.

Kalau diteliti maksud setiap kalimah dalam solat kita, semua tu adalah doa. Cuba perhatikan orang yang tak solat, jiwa mereka mesti kacau.

اَللّهُمَّ إِنَّكَ تَعْلَمُ أَنَّ هَذِهِ الْقُلُوْبَ , قَدِ اجْتَمَعَتْ عَلَي مَحَبَّتِكَ

وَالْتَقَتْ عَلَى طَاعَتِكَ, وَتَوَحَّدَتْ عَلَى دَعْوَتِكَ

وَتَعَاهَدَتْ عَلَى نُصْرَةِ شَرِيْعَتِكَ

فَوَثِّقِ اللَّهُمَّ رَابِطَتَهَا, وَأَدِمْ وُدَّهَا، وَاهْدِهَا سُبُلَهَا

وَامْلَأَهَا بِنُوْرِكَ الَّذِيْ لاَ يَخْبُوْا

وَاشْرَحْ صُدُوْرَهَا بِفَيْضِ الْإِيْمَانِ بِكَ, وَجَمِيْلِ التَّوَكُّلِ عَلَيْكَ

وَاَحْيِهَا بِمَعْرِفَتِكَ، وَأَمِتْهَا عَلَى الشَّهَادَةِ فِيْ سَبِيْلِكَ

إِنَّكَ نِعْمَ الْمَوْلَى وَنِعْمَ النَّصِيْرِ

اَللَّهُمَّ أَمِيْنَ وَصَلِّ اللَّهُمَّ عَلَى سَيِّدَنَا مُحَمَّدٍ وَعَلَى آلِهِ وَصَحْبِهِ

وَسَلِّمْ

“Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui bahawa hati-hati ini, telah berhimpun di atas dasar kecintaan terhadapmu, bertemu di atas ketaatan kepada-Mu dan bersatu bagi memikul beban dakwah-Mu,hati-hati ini telah mengikat persetiaan untuk menolong meninggikan syariat-Mu. Oleh itu, Ya Allah, Engkau perkukuhkan ikatannya dan Engkau kekalkan kemesraan hati-hati ini, tunjukilah hati-hati ini akan jalan yang sebenar, serta penuhkanlah (piala) hati-hati ini dengan cahaya Rabbani-Mu yang tidak kunjung malap, lapangkanlah hati-hati dengan limpahan keimanan serta keindahan tawakkal kepada-Mu, hidup suburkanlah hati-hati ini dengan makrifat (pengenalan yang sebenarnya) tentang-Mu. (Jika Engkau takdirkan kami mati) maka matikanlah hati-hati ini sebagai para syuhada dalam perjuangan agama-Mu. Sesungguhnya Engkau sebaik-baik pelindung dan sebaik-baik penolong. Ya Allah perkenankanlah doa kami..."

Hols: Finale

2011-06-18T14:35:00.001+08:00

Salam...

The last day of my trip was superb. First time masuk cockpit kapal terbang. First and the last kot!! I am sooo lucky. The view from their's windows sangat cool! I could see the poorest state in UAE from here!

With Captain Kor (dont know how to spell) and Captain Faiz (one of the astonauts) XD

With Uncle Megat a.k.a Captain Megat :D

With my favorite uncle (^_^)v :

Uncle Nik

These people really made my day. Thank you Uncle Nik and Uncle Megat.

Teka-teki:

Benda apa yang kita nak kita buang tapi bila taknak kita amik? (educated guess sket la jawapan kali ni)

Nota Kaki:

Ps: Semua teka teki yang aku bagi ni semuanya datang dari uncle nik. Since aku paling muda, aku la yang asik kene jawap :P

Hols: Part 2

2011-06-18T02:29:00.002+08:00

Salam..

Aku nak sambung cerita Hols: Part 1. Masih lagi di Goreme.

Lepas tu visit ke underground city. Aku bajet macam cool la kan tempat tu tapi unfortunately because of my claustrophobic, baru masuk second part aku dah patah balik. Sorry, takleh nak teruskan. Underground city ni tempat sorok penduduk kat situ time perang. So all the foods will be stored here and the capacity for people to be in there nearly thousand gak lah. Baru 20 orang masuk dalam tu pun aku dah suffocated inikan ~1000? WTH?? Ahhh pengsan!! *_*

Di bawah tanah tempat lembu-lembu gemuk dan gebu ni pijak adalah The Underground City berada

Then, the nextday pergi Atartuk Musoleum. Memang sangat-sangat nak datang sini. Security memang ketat gila! Nak amik gambar pun tak boleh. All about him semua ada dalam bangunan ni tapi at the end, diorang tak cerita pun how he died. Korang pun dah tahukan apa yang si mamat Atartuk ni buat. Memang segala hukum-hukum Islam dah tungang langgang dek mamat ni. Semua tu diceritakan. Tapi yang best nya dalam museum ni, ada simulator perang dengan Germany. Siap ada sound effect bagai and all the machine gun, bullet cases etc etc ada dan finally menang la kan. Tu yang orang-orang Turk suka kat dia. Dan hasil dari sekularism yang telah diubah oleh si toktek ni memang dapat dilihat pada citizen mereka sekarang. Lain dari sangkaan aku.

"Expect the unexpected"- Encik Azizi

Tapi moga dengan pilihiranraya mereka yang aku tak sempat nak join, dapat kembalikan keagungan Islam. Tapi dekat hujung-hujung cerita dia, dia tunjuk ceremony waktu Atartuk mati. Selepas 15 years, the body didnt decay and finally disemadikan secara Islam which means dimandikan dan disolatkan dan ditanam menghadap qiblat. Aku bajet kalaw datang sini boleh la tengok batu tergantung sebab tanah tak terima dia tapi aku pun tataw wujud ke sebenarnya.. Tak habis explore..

Kat Masjid Sultan errr tak ingat nama

Budak kat atas ni pakai baju macam zaman kesultanan. Ni salah satu adat sebelum mereka dipotong. Maksud aku, disunatkan, Khatan! Khatan!! ~~Kalau kat Malaysia, budak-budak laki dah menyorok dalam almari hahahah~~ Well, tujuan dia, tanak bagi budak-budak ni nervous. Belum tengok Tok mudim Malaysia nyer parang!

Next, pergi Blue Mosque. Macam masjid-masjid lain cumanya, the interior design sangat lawa. Biru-biru belaka. Time ni baru aku hargai kaki manusia sangat busuk dan kepam. Eeuuw!!

Kalau la kerajaan derang buat rules, NO VISITING DURING PRAYER TIME kan best. Uishh pelawat lagi ramai dari yang solat dalam tu..

Susah nak dapatkan angle ini. Awan tanak kawan dengan aku kali ni

Next, pergi ke Aya Sofya.

Ni pun susah nak dapatkan angle yang menarik

Internally:

Mesti korang pelik, asal ada nama Allah s.w.t, Muhammad s.aw dan tetiba ada Virgin Mary and Jesus dan angles terbang-terbang. Ni Masjid ke church?

Initially, it was a church built by ~~Justinian~~ the people of Justinian. But then, during the pemerintahan Sultan Sulaiman, dia convert this church to a Masjid. All the paintings were covered with kain. Tapi bila si Atartuk memerintah, dia convert masjid ni kepada museum sampai la sekarang.

Bab makan, aku mengaharapkan aku kenyang dengan sekali suapan. Tapi malangnya, itu semua tidak berlaku. Hahah. Walaupun tak lalu, berat aku naik 3kg. Hampeh. Balik Malaysia terus cari nasi lomak weehh

Ni je kot. Ada banyak lagi tapi dah tak larat nak upload. Makna nyer, korang kene kumpul duit and pergi ke sana (^_^)

Hols: Finale = The best part in this trip (^_^)v..... Coming Soon....

Teka-Teki:

Ayam ada 2 kaki. Macam mana nak dapatkan 7 kaki ayam?

Ps: Kali ni takleh bagi jawapan XD

Take A Break

2011-06-17T13:55:00.007+08:00

Salam...

Coming Soon...

Hols: Part 1

2011-06-17T12:56:00.003+08:00

Salam all...

3 bulan cuti, barulah tiba masa nak keluar.

Kali ni aku follow rombongan pengetua daerah hulu langat ke Turki/ Turkiye/ Turk yang dulunya dikenali dengan Constantinople dan yang dulu-dulunya dikenali dengan Byzantine.

Aku yang sentiasa menyebok. Sekian. XD

Bak kata tour-guide ~~aku~~ kami, kat Istanbul sahaja ada 3000 mescid a.k.a surau. Kat sana masjid derang panggil jamek (Camii). Tapi surau-surau atau masjid-masjid kat sini semua akan berkunci kalau bukan waktunya. Sebab apa? Tour guide kata takut pengemis curi carpet. ~~Tapi carpet yang dijual kat malaysia ni bukan carpet curi lah.~~

Through out the journey, scenery memang superb! Thumbs up! Kalaw ada yang tak reti nak bersyukur, aku tataw la nak kata apa. Journey ke Pamukkale memang sakit segala gluteus muscles korang! Boleh dapat pressure sores kot! Tapi worth it. Kenapa? Scroll down~

Hierapolis building

Bunga yang pelik-pelik

The wonder of nature in Turk: Pamukkale Travertines
(Kalaw dapat tangkat time sunset lagi best!)

Then we continued our journey to Cappadocia. Sakit bontot gak duduk dalam bas. Yet, still worth it. Why? Scroll down. Tak jumpa kat Malaysia pun! Kalaw ada pun kat Batu Caves je HAHAH

Rumah dalam gunung

Korang mesti query bangunan ape ni??

Ini asrama untuk paderi. Ada jugak asrama untuk nun. Derang pun pakai asrama. Ingatkan student universiti I je yang masih berasrama LOL!

Ni adalah church. Kawasan tempat ni nama die Goreme (sukati korang nak pronounce macam mana). Tapi sekarang dah jadi kawasan tourism. Dalam dia ade la segala lukisan entah ape ape tah, ye lukisan jesus, virgin mary, michael bla bla bla angles bla bla (ok masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri. Takleh nak focus). Macam mana derang panjat naik? Jangan tanya aku.

Ni je la gamba yang aku boleh hidangkan untuk tengahari ni.

Teka Teki:

Kenapa anak babi jalan tunduk belakang emak dia?

Jawapan: Sebab dia malu yang dia anak babi. Ngahahaha!!!!

Tunggu ye..

2011-06-15T13:02:00.002+08:00

Tik! Tok! Tik!

2011-05-29T13:07:00.001+08:00

Salam '3alayk~

Buat kawan saya, merangkap coursemate, housemate, ex-roommate.. Cik Ainun, Mabruk 3alaiki... lagi beberapa hari je. Ingat lagi masa awak dikhitbah olehnya, gembira sokmo! Mestilahkan!! :) I'm happy for you.

To all my seniors, tahniah jugak~ Drive baik-baik bahtera yang anda kemudi itu :'). Sorry tak dapat attend majlis, jauh sangat! (T_T)

Kepada diri sendiri, jangan berhenti berdoa. Dia Maha Mendengar.

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Baki cuti tinggal lagi 6 minggu. 6!. Cepatnya. Tolak minggu BTN-oid (BTN-like), ada la dalam 5 minggu. Tolak lebih kurang 1 minggu ++ (away jap ke dot dot), ada la baki + 3 minggu. Haih. Mula la rasa panas bontot ni. Aku tak tahu kemana masa cuti ni dah dihabiskan. Serious! Tengok movie, jauh sekali. Buka buku ilmiah, jarang-jarang (baca kulit buku je adalah!). Habiskan novel, sentuh pun tak. Haa ni yang aku rasa nak pinjam mesin masa Doraemon ni (karut).

Mak aku dah start bising-bising. Bila nak study? Bila? Bilaaaaaaa?????

"Rileks la mami" <<--- Cakap mak jangan lawan. Karang menyesal. OK, dah start menyesal.

Hati berbisik: Ohh rileks rileks. Take it easy. Cool bebeh cool.

So, aku ada lagi + 350 hari bersamaan dengan + 87 minggu sebelum graduate. Maaf kepada sesiapa yang ter-psycho. Jom jom ber-psycho. Nanti aku bagi korang Tab. Risperidone atau Tab. Olanzapine atau Tab. Quetiepine. Kalau tak compliance, aku boleh endorse IM Risperdal Consta.

Oklah, membebel je. Bye!

Nota kaki busuk:

Kepada penyokong Barca, jangan terlalu happy. HAHA!

Happy-Super-Duper-Belated Mom's Day

2011-05-14T02:27:00.002+08:00

Salam.

The fact is that, I don't have any specific day for a mom's day as my mother's day is everyday.

Ajah ♥ Mummy!!

At Sahara Restaurant, Alamanda

....and to you too Mak :')

With lottttsss and loooottssss of ♥♥♥♥♥:

Azahmael

Together We Unite!

2011-05-07T09:24:00.001+08:00

Salam..

Sejak bila ~~kaki aku ada bola~~ aku kaki bola? Tak lah berbola sangat. Sikit-sikit je. Almaklumlah.. cuti. Bantai tengok baik LIVE atau ULANGAN sementara boleh. Keluar sekejap dari dunia yang berpenyakit. Lepas ni, sel-sel otak (neurons) akan dipaksa bekerja keras macam buruh paksaan mat-mat indon dan bangla. Final year la katakan. Nak jadi Dokter tak Azah oiii??

Ahad ni ManUtd lawan Chelshit. Selamat memekak melolong.

Masih sempat untuk aku ucapkan Tahniah kepada senior-senior kesayangan aku. Anda semua dah jadi doktor!

No matter what.. We are UNITED!

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2011-05-05T13:31:00.001+08:00

It hurts to be hurt.

"It is like a vase.. once it's broken, though you can fix it, but the vase will never be the same again"

Am just dreaming and hoping that 5th May never exist.

No picture. Happy holidays.

Soon...

2011-04-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

Salam :)

Yeah.. Soon going to enter into miserable yet challenging year. The very final year as yet my knowledge is just tiny andd tinnyyyy as ciput as atom. As he started to ask, I'll become dreadful and pppOOpp! BLUR!

I have 3 months. 3 months before I set in my foot into my final year! Few friends chose to enjoy their hols as this is the only looooonNNgg~~ hols that we can get but others try to compensate what we should compensate. And... I'm in between.

Hanya untuk mendapatkan semangat

Seniorku will have their final's next week. Good luck! Mungkin akan merindui kalian *Wahh pengakuan secara terbuka doh!* Ye la, lepas ni dah takde korang, sape nak sakat-sakat kitorang lagi. Well, good luck exam and years yeaarrsss to be. Moga kita jumpa lagi!

Sayonara seniors!

Jom berusaha!

Dear star, where are you? I miss you.

2011-03-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum dan Selamat Petang peeps!!

” You learn to walk by falling. You learn to lead by trying. But every misstep brings you closer to the perfect step”- Mun

So, after a long time, I have found other functions of those cubes in my paediatrics' barbie-kit-bag. Selain digunakan untuk developmental assessment, I used them for this. Ingatkan nak buat mini studio tapi malas pula nak set up kalau tak mesti lagi vverruupp!! warnanya (oh siap ada sound-effect!)

Tup tup dah nak hujung sem 10 dah. Ada lagi 2 sem before graduate. DUA sem! Oh ya Allah, cepat sungguh masa berlalu. Tak sangka! Ye la, terasa macam baru lepas final exam tamhidi (matriculation). Gembira tak terkata bila tengok result and diterima masuk medic.

Sekarang dah 5 tahun ++ berada dalam dunia medic. Macam-macam dugaan dan cabaran we had passed thru. Almaklumla new university. Alhamdulillah able to go through. Dan dalam itu, aku temui hidup aku untuk dilayari bersama-sama.

"Those who never make mistakes lose a great many chances to learn something"

Next few months masuk final year. Sangat mendebarkan. Tak boleh nak kayuh pelan-pelan lagi. Kena pecut guna gear 6 dah ni. ngeee.

Those cubes wanna show me that I am at the second last steps. There's only 1 more step to be on top. Maka, marilah berusaha hingga ke titisan yang terakhir!

"...Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase..."

Tapi, dalam usaha ini, jangan tinggal solat. Solat adalah tangga kejayaan.

O mankind! verily there hath come to you a convincing proof from your Lord: For We have sent unto you a light (that is) manifest. - An-Nisaa' 4:174

Nota Kaki:

1) Currently, I am in Lumut. In less than a week, we had explored the whole areaa of Lumut except, we save our journey to

Pangkor Island at the end of the posting then we are planning to go to Kellie's Castle. Looking forward to go there. AJ

promised me. Ngeh2 :P

2) Mabruk Amirah & Riduan. Moga kalian bercinta hingga ke syurga. Asifah, tak dapat hadir :'(

♥ Cerita Dayah & Dzorif ♥

2011-03-06T10:55:00.002+08:00

Salam and Morning Peeps!!

Saja upload gambar sebelum bertolak ke Hospital Tentera Lumut this afternoon. Mari cuci-cuci mata tengok gambar my BFF's engagement:

Nur Hidayah Hamidin & Dzorif Don Zulkarnain Azmi

.:Lagenda Cinta Lestari Hidayah & Dzorif:.

Seindah Kelarai Jalinan Cinta Aku & Engkau

Thanks Don sebab being sporting!!! heee :D

Posing-posing yang daring saya simpan untuk tatapan empunya badan kiku~

Disebalik tabir (kami nak gak mencapub hahaha):

Nak ucapkan Mabruk kat Alia (orang disebelah saya ni) baru selamat diijabkabulkan semalam :) Barakallahulakuma :)
Bila la turn saya pula ye?? Asik amik berkat je kehkehkeh

Nota Kaki:

1) Malas nak packing ke Lumut. Malas. Malas. Sangat Malas.!!
2) Kepada diri sendiri: "Selamat berholiday" dan
3) Kepada kawan-kawan yang pergi ~~berholiday~~ berelektif di Brunei dan Sabah, nak souvenir! (sila baca entry ini ahahah)

Endorphin-released-stimulant

2011-03-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Salam

Lama dah tak update. Busy. Mungkin?

Mari cuci-cuci mata~ :)

Ya tibia ocin lublu tozhe~

This weekend bakal gerak ke Lumut. Practical di sana. Selamat ~~ber-holiday~~ ber-elective posting.

Nota Kaki Wangi:
1) Sejak bila aku speaking Russian pun aku tidak pasti hahaha
2) Lusa (khamis) exam Family Medicine.

My Name is Drooolie~

2011-02-06T13:15:00.000+08:00

Salam and Good day Peeps!!

Miss Drooolie- Gambar ini mengambarkan keadaan aku sekarang

Tak mahu. Tak mahu. Tak mahu. Dush! Dush!! Saya tak puas lagi bersuka ria berlenggang kangkung lagi! Tak mo!!

Ini merupakan cuti terakhir sebelum cuti panjang yang sangat panjang yang harus digunakan sebaik-baiknya (Oh dengan harapan yang menggunung) sebelum final year. Sangat cuak. Sangat!

Yeah. Posting Family Medicine selepas ini. Posting yang ~~lepak~~ menarik I guess. Diikuti dengan Elective Posting (Hospital Tentera Lumut menjadi pilihan) yang boleh dianggap seperti ~~berbulan madu~~ posting mencari ilmu-ilmu diluar kawasan fakulti.

Nota tepian:

1) Banyak perancangan yang dirancang. Tapi, Allah juga yang berhak menentukan dan meng-izinkankan untuk ia berlaku. Aku berusaha. Allah juga yang menentukan. Moga apa yang dirancang diizinkanNya. Mungkin yang tak jadi kenyataan tu mungkin Allah lebih tahu perkara yang terbaik disebaliknya. InshaAllah..

2) Mabruk Pujey and wife. Mabruk! Barakallahulakuma wa baraka'alaik. Doakan ana pulak! Ana nak follow jejak antum.

3) Mabruk Dayah and Don. Akan disusuli gambar-gambar kalian selepas ini hee~ :D

Chief Complaint:

2011-01-26T08:21:00.002+08:00

Salam and Morning :)

This week, my friends and I have been allocated in the Rheumatology team. Went to and fro to HUKM and Ampang Hospital for clinics and rounds and teachings. Tiring but I'm trying to be positive. Well, having said so, my lunch for the past few days, were treated by my mentor. Ok I conjectured it as my birthday present. Huahaha~

1st day: At Chili's Mid Valley

Burrp~

I have been diagnosed to have "Osteoarthritis secondary to excessive happiness" when I complained of having temporo-mandibular-joint (TMJ)'s pain to him. Thank you for that prof. hahaha. Saya tengah bahagia ni prof :P

2nd day: Nandos Maluri

Oh, mungkin tuah aku pakai baju oren hahahaha Alhamdulillah :D

Nota Tangan:

Tiada idea untuk meneruskan diskusi case report saya. Tolong!!!

24

2011-01-22T14:04:00.001+08:00

Salam.

Orang kata umur 24 ni darah manis. Patut lah hari ni polyuria, polydypsia and polyphagia. Physiologically.Mungkin juga ada kebenarannya. hahaha

Daripada abang kepada abang. Yes KING!

Donna Karan New York & Sean John

Doakan kemanisan ini berkekalan. kehkehkeh

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Tetiba pagi tadi dapat hadiah dari Cikgu Sungai Besar. Terima kasih cikgu!

Ps: Aku nak beli dah dulu tapi tak terbeli, mungkin ada instinct orang nak bagi hahaha :P

Terima kasih semua for all the wishes and doa'. Selamat Hari Lahir kepada diri sendiri. Moga saya bahagia hingga ke syurga.

D.I.L

2011-01-20T10:17:00.000+08:00

Salam and morning ya all~

There are 3 meanings of the abbreviation of D.I.L

1st: D.I.L stands for Death In Line - which means... I dont know what does it means. I tried to search it in PakLebaiGoogle dan Yahoo, but nothing seems to appear relatively to what I'm looking for. Got this when we first entered medical posting. Cet, kene kelentong! - Prof Shahrir gelakkan kat kitorang when he heard us saying this confidently and with no doubt!

2nd: D.I.L Dangerously Ill Lists - this is the true meaning of D.I.L which was told by our lecturer after a roar laughed last night. Yeekk!.

3rd: This is the 3rd meaning of D.I.L:

Deeply In Love- Prof Shahrir

Nota Kaki:
To my friends that are needed to go and take their clinical exam in HoSHAS, bitawfiq wa najjah. Allah ma3na. Walaupun dengan terjahan, inshaAllah you guys can do it. Dr Lazli and Dr Fida sangat baik~ Aku sangat envy kalian dapat exam di sana. Goodluck! And to my seniors, 90 days before Pro-exam, all the best!

Obsessive Compulsive

2011-01-18T13:26:00.000+08:00

Salam and Good day everyone :)

"O my Lord! bestow wisdom on me, and join me with the righteous; Grant me honourable mention on the tongue of truth among the latest (generations); Make me one of the inheritors of the Garden of Bliss" -Asy-Syu'araa' 26:83-86

A fortunate case of mistaken identity. I got the 'title' eventho I'm not deserve for that yet

I just came back from Practical Rheumatology Made Easy Workshop (PRyME) that was done on 15-16th January 2011 at Temerloh Hospital. Travelled from KL to Temerloh twice in a week plus didnt make sense but I just realized how lucky and grateful I was to come to Temerloh and joined this workshop! It helped me for my coming end-posting examination plus some memorable memories over that weekend :') .

بإذن الله

I'll do my very best. Allah knows best. Make use all the chances I've got wisely and prudently. And to you, Enjoy your working hours heee~

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We have been labelled as obsessive. Hah. For me, better than passive!

See. How obsessed I am. hahaha

Nota Kaki Busuk:
Started buat case report at 10 am. Then stopped at 1030 continued with my babe D90 taking these pictures and sampai sekarang tak gerak-gerak case report ni hahaha Adehhh

Another 4 days, I am becoming an adult....

Aku dan keserabutan

2011-01-17T21:44:00.001+08:00

Salam. Saya Nurazah...

Gigi tanpa braces heee dan muka tanpa tut tuuttt

Dan sekarang saya tengah serabut...

Doakan saya nak exam dan mendapat ketenangan :'). Dengar cerita exam postpon. Yeehuu~

Nota Wangi:

Happy Birthday Abu! :') May Allah bless you~

Chenta & Mereka: Amirah & Hafiz

2011-01-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

Salam and Good evening :)

Before I close my weary and zonked eyes, sailing through this wonderful night, feeling like wanna upload pictures taken almost a month ago at Taman Melawati, KL.

Nothing much. Just a collection of mine. Selamat Malam dunia~

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2 hari lagi birthday kawan saya. Selamat hari lahir!

Nota Kaki:

Banyaknya benda nak buat weh!! (T_T) Exam just around the corner. Banyak tak cover lagi wuwuw

Update lagi

2011-01-09T13:04:00.002+08:00

My nails are pitted. Usually, only a nail bed. But now, I noticed that I have 3 pitted nailbeds. Ya Allah jangan flare-up. Oh please Mr environment and Miss surrounding. Please go away~ Please control my cortisol level whether consciously or unconsciously. Please. Please~

Ps: Ni bukan kuku saya. Hanya nak demonstrate kalau anda tak tahu apa itu pitting nail sahaja.
Oh kuku saya lawa lagi

I think I need my topical steroid.

Aku mahu minta maaf kat seseorang. Kalau lah aku boleh rewind, aku tanak tekan butang 'send' pada handphone tu. Biar aku saja yang simpan. I wish...

Nota Kaki Busuk:
Ni bukan fb ok nak update2 every few minutes! S*it!

Deactivated

2011-01-09T10:34:00.000+08:00

Salam.

I have deactivated my fb account for some bases. Anything interesting, please contact me here or text me :)

ps: I'll update more later on :)

Ferry's Solemnization

2011-01-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

Salam

Almost 3 months. 3 months my sister got married and these are the 3 month-old pictures. Hahaha

Hasil dari observation dari gambar-gambar yang diambil dari photographer-photographer yang hebat, aku aplikasikan sikit-sikit. Aku bukan tiru, hanya mempelajari.

Disebabkan kami tidak mempunyai family photo that day (mungkin mereka lupa nak rakamkan), maka, hasilnya, kami tangkap sendiri mengunakan jasa baik abang "Tripod".

Tak dilupakan adik 'bongsu' kami, Cassey. (Bubu missing in action)

Tak ambil gambar masa akad, resepsi etc etc sebab terlalu asik melayan tetamu hahah dan terlalu excited melihat photographers kegemaran datang rumah. Hooyeehh~

Nota Kaki:

Nil.

Happy New Year 2011!!

2011-01-02T11:00:00.000+08:00

Salam and Good Morning everyone!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!

May this year is better than the yearsssss before! :)

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I went to Lovely Lace Alamanda at the very first day of 2011 as this month (happened to be my month) had offered me a 20% discount. For anything!! Grab! Grab! Grab! Kaaa-Chiingg~!! $$$

Another place I love to visit is Romantika. Yeah I noticed that there is another branch at Wangsa Walk Mall! (Too observant when I went out with my friend a month ago hahaha) other than in Shopping Mall at S.Alam and Kajang. Terima kasih to Romantika which didn't offer any member card hahaha I'm not a shopaholic doh! But I'll become manic when I were in there!

Terlalu gilakan semua lagu Ingrid Michaelson. Sweet!!

Nota Tangan:

Barakallahulakuma wa baraka'alaik to my friend Thykhah who is getting married in April and my best buddy getting enggaged next February. OK, aku hanya menjadi saksi dari kaca mata lensa sahaja. Tahniah. I'm happy for you girls!

Post yang ke-100 kalinya

2010-12-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

Salam

A post per month is better than I keep it non.

Everybody wants to feel love

Allah gives you choices. It is you, the only you that needs to explore the choices and find the answer. Pilihan yang akan membuatkan kekecewaan dan kegembiraan. Adehhh

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Buka wallet dengan harapan terselit not-not 50 ringgit dicelahan kad-kad bank. Tapi malangnya, sekeping pun tak ada. Lambat sungguh proses pengumpulan duit. Hari ini aku kumpul, esok lusa aku guna. Ok, nampak gaya, lambat lagi favorite lens nak dapat.

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Ramai rupanya kawan-kawan yang bakal membina masjid pada tahun 2011. Tahniah! Lagi setahun sebelum kami memegang segulung ijazah sarjana muda perubatan dan pembedahan. InshaAllah. Doakan aku. Mula merasakan bahang professional exam pada bulan April 2012.

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Aku biarkan post kali ni merupakan post yang terakhir sebagai penutup tirai 2010. Happy New Year! Moga 2011 membawa seribu-satu keajaiban yang aku nanti-nantikan.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Regards:

Azahmael

2nd Day in Temerloh PSY Department

2010-11-09T18:21:00.001+08:00

Salam :) Hoping that everyone is normal muahah :P

2nd day in Temerloh Psychiatry Department is sooo differ with 2nd day in HKL heheh I found myself floating with delight in this posting.

Specialists in both hospitals are sooo supportive and kind and willing to teach us :) So I'm quiet motivated right now. Still not too late ok! hoyehh hooyeehh!! :)

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I found a patient who is very interesting. I guess. So I'm trying to use my special power (OK this is not a delusion of grandiosity heee :P) because I think it's working as happened to be that I did it on one of the patient in HKL, and I managed to interview him :P

Me: S cakap dengan siapa tu?

S: Saya cakap dengan Sabri.

Me: Siapa Sabri tu?

S: Dia kawan saya. Dia ada kuasa. Saya amik kuasa saya, dia amik kuasa dia. Dr nampak tak kuasa saya?

Me: Nope. (OK, I'm not good in acting)

Minutes later..

Me: S, kita borak-borak boleh? Dr nak tahu ape yang S buat dengan Sabri

S: Boleh. Nak borak kat mana Dr?

Me: Takpa2, S duduk sini saja....

Suddenly, he was very pre-occupied

Me: S pandang siapa?

S: Tu ha, ada perempuan tu dia cakap cakap dengan saya

Me: Siapa nama dia? Rupa dia macam mana?

S: Nama dia Nura. Muka dia macam awak! (Lepas tu dia pandang ke arah sinki and pointing to 'me').

Scary!

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Kat HKL dengar Auditory Hallucination, and the voice claimed to be me. And now, this chap is thinking that I'm talking to him. Aku masih ada 3 minggu untuk berada dengan dia.

Nota Tangan Comot:

Ada sesiapa diluar sana yang tiba-tiba ternampak saya atau terdengar suara saya?

Sakiterikk [Part II]

2010-11-06T08:36:00.001+08:00

Salam and a very Good Morning

2nd Batch 2010, Psychiatry Posting Hospital Kuala Lumpur

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A very few hours before I left Psy Department of HKL

Not-so-new-Patient: You should w~~ hig~~

Me: Ha? What?? (Apa dia cakap ni?)

Not-so-new-Patient: Wer~ Hee~s~

Me: Air? Hafsah! Apa dia nak cuba cakap ni? (-_-!)

Hafsah: Entoh aku pun tak dapat nak pick-up

Not-so-new-Patient: Heels. High-heels

Oh clearer then.

Me: Oh High-heels. What about that?

Not-so-new-Patient: You should wear high-heels. You looked flat on the ground.

Me: Sabar je lah. Okeyy I'll find one later. 6'' ye.

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Again: Half an hour before leaving...

Not-so-new-Patient: Doctor! Doctor!

Skien: Azah! He is calling for you

Me: Yes Sir, may I help you in any ways sir?

Not-so-new-Patient: My name is Bla Bla Bla. I'm a Mousleem. Saya masuk Islam few years back. If you don't trust me look at my name. Z___ A__ (Tak ingat nama dia). Take a look at my tickets.

Surreptitiously I looked at the file.

Me: Oh really? Let me see. Oh yes.

Not-so-new-Patient: I can hear voices. I can hear YOUR voice doctor! Sambil tunjuk-tunjuk kat telinga kiri dia.

Oh shit! Me?? This is soooo creepy

Not-so-new-Patient: Yes your voice telling me to be in Islam. I can hear it everywhere. If you don't believe me, called A** P** Hospital and asked for Dr Rudy(?). I knew you when I first met you few days ago. Please Dr, can I go home?

Undoubtedly, No!

Patient was hallucinating with my voice. Funny!

MAs and PPK yang best!

Shhh!! Encik Najib sedang makan!! ;)

New product from Big Apple. Dominashi? Dormicum?

Today will be leaving to Ampang before going to Temerloh. Sigh (*_*)

Nota Kaki Busuk:

Ps: Dormicum is a trade name for Midazolam (Hypnotics and sedatives)

Dan Mungkinkah Esok Kitakan Bertemu Kembali?

2010-11-05T14:59:00.000+08:00

Salam alayk :)

Being invited to join photoshooting for Fairuz and Yanie at Putrajaya last week. They are soo sweet!

Thank you Otai! [Abang Fendi and Abang Anwar] for the teaching given :)

I am so admiring their works.

And I was happy for the whole day :) Mucho Gracias!!

Tak banyak gamba yang di ambil. Saja suka-suki. Terasa nervous masa ini (Oh dari malam tu lagi sebenarnya. Heee~)

Disebalik tabir:

Hanya mahu berkongsi. Gambar aku ambil adalah tak seberapa. Datang untuk belajar dari mereka. Dan masih banyak yang aku perlu pelajari.

Selebihnya di sini: CHALETCINTA

Nota Kaki:

Coming soon: Kisah akhir Psychiatry posting Hospital Kuala Lumpur :)

Penangan 2 weeks Psychiatry Posting

2010-10-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

Salam ('',)

Anak2! Jangan ikut Aunt Zaza koyak kulit buku bila tak boleh tidur!

Inilah dia penangan 2 minggu dalam psychiatry posting. Insomnia! Almost a week I couldn't have a nice deep sleep. Saya berjumpa 'mereka' pada setiap malam-malam yang indah! Hampeh. Risau yang melampau!

Finally, yesterday, I slept through the alarm which was supposed to ring at 4 am and I managed to wake up at 6. 2 hours delayed. Muahaha

Nota Kaki:

Tak dapat nak bayangkan how patients couldn't sleep for 4 months or more (I had this kind of patient last week)

In Love with the photographer

2010-10-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

Went out to Pullman and Pavillion with Otai2 Whitesignature for outdoor session. I'm admiring their works. Very much! Finally, ter-granted my wish to meet them.

Ssooo in love. Sempat lagi mengajar :) Oh, I wish to rewind the moments!

I'm so happy and gay!!

Bye Fendi and Allod! Till we meet again~

Regards:
Azah

Ps: I know you won't read this hahaha
PPS: ada gamba tapi malas nak upload huhuh

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New posting has started. Almost all the time we will spend our day in HKL. Meeting all the psychiatric patients. Oh, I'm mental retarded right now.

He won't turn you down

2010-09-22T12:24:00.000+08:00

Salam 'alayk

Daripada Anas bin Malik r.a berkata, aku mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, Allah s.w.t berfirman, "Wahai anak Adam, sepanjang kamu memohon kepada-Ku dan berharap kepada-Ku akan Aku ampuni apa yang telah kamu lakukan, Aku tidak peduli. Wahai anak Adam, jika dosa-dosamu setinggi awan di langit kemudian kamu memohon keampunan kepada-Ku akan Aku ampuni. Wahai anak Adam, sesungguhnya jika kamu datang kepada-Ku membawa kesalahan sebesar dunia dan kemudian kamu datang kepada-Ku tanpa menyekutukan Aku dengan sesuatu pun, pasti Aku akan datang kepadamu dengan keampunan sebesar itu pula." - HR. Tarmizi

ps:

1) Aku tak tahu kenapa aku rajin sangat update eventho my exam is just around the corner (~_~)
2) Doakan aku! Sebab ini adalah Paediatrics!

Updated: Maher Zain in the house

2010-09-22T09:24:00.000+08:00

Salam alayk

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Maher Zain in the house!!

2010-09-19T20:52:00.001+08:00

Salam 'alayk :')

Woottt! Wooottt!!

What a marvelous and glorius news! He will be here. SOON! LIVE!! :D

Venue: MBSA Auditorium Shah Alam

Date: 15th October 2010

Time: 2000-2300

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Classical, country and 80s heretofore were usually confined in my iTunes. When I heard my housemates put them on air, I couldn't feel the tempo in my heart. I didnt ever try to listen to it or if I did, it was just like a river flowing away from me.

Anyhow, for the past few weeks I keep on tunning on the same songs from Maher's over and over again, day by day. It doesn't plain as vanilla at all! Seriously! Try to feel the songs. Try to understand the songs. Believe me! Money back guarantee if it does bore you!

I should take from different angle. Not so cun at this angle ok!

Sad to say, I'm incapable to go to his show. issskk. I have a family programme on the next day.

I LOVE this verse:

Everytime you commit one more mistake

You feel you can't repent

And that it's way too late

You're so confused, wrong decisions you have made

Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don't despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side

Ps:

If you go, can you take his signature for me? Peliss Pelisss (I'm begging you). And ask him to write,

"Azah, Believe in yourself. Workhard! and be a muslimah doctor. I will always pray for you.- Love: Maher" Kahkahkah

The signature part is true actually. I'm asking for it. Please

Medicine Vs Photography

2010-09-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

Salam 'alayk.

I've done several major and minor postings so far and yet still have a few other postings before I am completing my first round. Currently, I'm doing Paediatrics posting after sailing through a tough and arduos journey with dozen of complaints (Yeah, I love to complaint) but on top of that, it was an interesting posting (I'm talking about Orthopaedics posting). I don't like Paediatrics it is just the aura tak sampai-sampai. hahaha. I can't attune with children. I dont have the soft-hearted kind of affection. Bwah!

Since my life as a medical student for the past 5 years back, and for the past one year in my clinical phase, I have this kind of thought "Why medicine?" that keeps on popi

ng-up in my cortex and started to feel despair at the end of it. And I have to console myself everytime it happens.

Well, this is the beginning that changed everything and leads me to something.

I'm from Bangi. Living here since I was born which means that every single housing areas Ive been there to which were my playgrounds. It includes Yusof's area.

So, I have been schooled there up till my last day as a teenager All the histories, my poos and my urines Ive left there. I'm not a bright-shiny little girl. Not smart. Just ordinary tomboy-like girl. My PMR wasnt that good but wasnt that bad too. Well, not being accepted to enter to any of the boarding schools but it's okey, I dont want to be in any of it hahah

Continue my form 4 and form 5 at ordinary school and enjoying my life there. In loved with this chap and feeling like we owned the world. Well, chenta monyet. And finally he 'left' me as Allah loves him more. So, rearrange the chapter of my life. Went back to the road that was supposed to be trailed at the first place. Struggled like hell as I only have few monthes away before my SPM. That is my future. Not all those craps (love!) duh! Finally, my results werent that wow but not that bad. Alhamdulillah but regreted as I know I can do better it is just because of my kelalaian about duniawi.

Applied for UPU and matriculations. Didn't get any offer neither from JPA/MARA (well, padan

muka!) nor UPU. Don't know what course to apply. There are two things that I'm positive of.

Do chemical engineering or medicine.

Everyone wants to do medicine right? That is my ambition when people asked me.

But then, monthes later, KMNS accepted me. Nevertheless, I got into Physics course instead of Sains Hayat. Ok, menangis merayu-rayu minta ditukarkan ke Sains hayat (aku tak boleh nak digest all the Enstein-minded and all the rumus-rumus). After all the hardworks, got changed into Sains hayat. Weehuu! My boyish-like-appearance became bolder. DC Shoes doh!

Babah applied to do medicine at USIM for me. Accepted! Happy? Ye kot. My dream kan.

Miss Ju (my Cambridge teacher):

Why do you want to do medicine?

My answer: "To help people".

Entered! Everything were fine. No comments even one. Felt inferior among others. They all came from boarding schools. Good results. Excellent memories. Didn't have much friends that time doh! Hahah. Again, Struggle! Struggle!Struggle! Praise to Allah, Ive got it. Kali ni I felt that I deserved it. :')

Year 1, 2 and 3 were great! I didn't see or recognize the challenges out there. All I know were Anatomy, Biochem and Physiology. Nothing else. I dont even has the idea to correlate it with my field (ngok ngek). I couldn't see it!! My dean always said this, "Kaki dah cecah air dah, teruskan lah". Which means, kaw dah buat medic, teruskan aje lah!

4th year and 5th year really open my eyes that were shut previously. Mula mengagau to fit in with what Ive learned years back with my situation now. Hah! Day by day, life is not as what I'm expecting it to be. Tougher. More critics. More competitions. More conspiracies. More stories. More hardworks. Need more focus! Need everything lah! And less sleep please! Once more my dean said, "Air dah sampai kat leher, nak patah balik pun rugi". Ciss.

Here I am, to help people. Why do I have to complaint eventho there's less lecturer? Kita kan pioneer. Dulu UM pun macam ini juga. (Ok sedapkan hati). Kene fight dengan UIA students for patients, rebutlah!

Dream big! Make the best out of it!- Dr Dee

Be strong and happy always!- Mr Bob

La tahzan, Azah. -Prof Zainab

Jangan fikir kamu diabaikan.- Miss Suryasmi

I'm learning about life through people around me.

fm3a: Owned by my father. Selongkar office dia and wohoo!! I thought it still can be used. Baru nak rembat tapi motor tak jalan. tsskk :'( Macro beb. Macro!!

I love photography. I can see what the naked eyes couldn't see. I can see the real world through lenses. Inspired when I saw those pictures taken by SN, Otosan, Amroose etc etc etc and started when my brother bought one. Boosted by my friends Tykhah and Sapek. It is just that I dont have enough time to learn all these things. But how come my friends boleh? Ceh. It is just my hobby. Tak terfikir untuk buat side-income. Why? I'm not calling myself a photographer as my knowledge about this field is too shallow. I don't deserve to be called that. I put myself at the beginner level (instead of amateur ok!) until my brother can accept all my products. Tanaklah called yourself a photographer sedangkan your works macam pakai compact.

So, I learn both at the same time. Jimat masa! Hehehe :) Need to learn more.

My dream is to have Sigma 105mm F2.8 EX DG Macro (Price: 1.5K) Erk!

So,

Workhard! Studyhard! Studysmart! Playhard!- Miss Lynn Azura

Akan aku berusaha sedaya upaya!

Nota Kaki:

Enjoy je lah baca panjang-panjang hahah

Ber-Light-Trailing

2010-09-13T16:21:00.003+08:00

Salam.

Eid Mubarak everyone!! Maaf zahir dan batin yeh :')

ps: Sorry lambat wish hehe but still valid kan ;')

Nota Kaki:

Waaahh lamanya tak update!! Tak sempat nak update fasal Paeds posting :(

There's still light

2010-07-07T20:11:00.003+08:00

There is still a light at the corner of this posting.

Supports from HOs and Specialists really make me wanna go further.

Alhamdulillah.

Thanks guys!

Orthopedics Posting Part II

2010-06-30T19:43:00.003+08:00

Tak ku sangka posting kali ni sangat tough!

1st impression aku, "Ortho best" but when i stepped my foot into Kenanga 5 and 6, I feel so dejected. The environment is melancholy.

"Azah, are you going to specialize in Ortho?"- Dr Azriq.

"Hahaha, let me think"

It's totally different. I need strength to continue my winding and crooked journey. If not because of RM2500000 that i owe to JPA, you know the rest.

O Allah, ease me.

Orthopedics Posting

2010-06-25T00:44:00.003+08:00

A while since my last writing. Have the feeling to write at the very first class with Mr Bob but.... Who cares. I don't. Because saya bukan penulis blog tegar hahah

Orthopedics posting is interesting. It is enjoyable (yeah I do actually) with the participation from enthusiastic specialists in Ampang Hospital and HUKM (not to be forgotten Temerloh people). Yeah. Saya semangat!

The last 3 weeks were sooo tiring and hectic.

3 weeks ago:

I need to pay a stupid postpaid bill from celcom (eventhough I DIDN'T activate it). Melayang RM150.50 aku!

2 weeks ago:

Catch up with my studies plus a seminar need to be delivered. I thought I was able to finish it in 3-4 hours. OK, I wasn't. It took 4 days for me to finish it.

This week:

Delivered the seminar successfuly but salah tajuk! Hampeh, no wonder there was a 'regurgitation' feeling last night. It's okey. I got my booster.

And currently: 0100 in the very very early morning with the booing and cheering from McD next to my crib, exploring and tracing my limbic area of my brain to start writting my case write up (CWU).

See you later. My Tomyam Maggi is about to be eaten by a monster reading this blog. So better get going before my Maggi gone and no chance at all in proceeding my CWU.

Bye!

LL4G

2010-05-31T23:33:00.001+08:00

Salam.

Do make doas and prayers for our brothers.

http://www.lifeline4gaza.org/

Friends Forever

2010-03-06T20:12:00.007+08:00

Salam

It's been a long time since we last met. Rindu kalian :)

Next time sila ikut tema yee hehehe :P

ps: US is not United State. US=Us :)

Conteng-conteng:

Muscle cramped as the side effects of not-warming-up-before-game. Panaflex is my solution hahaha Tomorrow will be going back to Tampin Ooohh Nooo~

Happy Birthday Atiq!

2010-03-02T13:21:00.007+08:00

Atiq dah dewasa. Dah sama umur dengan aku. Kaw tak boleh nak diskriminasi dengan umur aku lagi dah. Hahaha

Have a great BIRTHDAY and semoga kamu diberkati :)

And yet, life is fascinating and enthralling if we do things together :)

ps:

Currently in Tamping doing Public Health posting. I like Tampin compared to Temerloh as it reminds me of my kampung :) Communicate with old folks here requires soft-skill that I don't have hahahah Really infuriating

Diphenhydramine

2010-02-11T16:27:00.005+08:00

Salam :)

HDR a.k.a High Dynamic Range a technique works by merging the image's highlights and shadows. I learnt this technique not only from 'The Photographers' Guide to Photoshop', but also from a friend as well as from world wide website www.blabla.com

1st trial, tapi macam tak jadi hahaha It's okay, asah-asah kemudian :P

Tak tahu nak bebel apa, just feeling like wanna fill my 'free' time during GP posting hahah

Okay, time to go to bed as I am under the effect of diphenhydramine (ZzZZzz)

ps:

1) If you have a trouble to sleep, my advise is try Bena hahah

2) Pernah rasa high? Try minum Cough-en or Sidilix or Bena or Diphenhydramine etc etc, tp

jangan tidur. Feel the difference hahahah

3) Post yang paling membosan as my cortex couldnt function properly ZZzzZZ

January 2010

2010-01-28T20:15:00.009+08:00

Salam and a very Good Evening..

January, begining of 2010 (dah nak habis bulan January dah pun hahaha)

5 weeks since the last time I doodled something here and today I'll do the same. Haha.

The journey ~~to the West~~ ended last week after having patient with low lying placenta as my long case (which was unexpected) and gestational diabetes mellitus patient came to be induced (which was expected). So yeah, even the cases were easy (as ABC-my friend said), but due to adrenaline rushed and wrongly attached to the receptors, my vertebral and spinal arteries were constricted and became hypoxia. So, you can predict the rest..

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Owing to 23 years of life, I'm not sure... I need His light.

New spirit! Ethos!

"Ibnu Mas'ud berkata yang bermaksud: Perkara yang paling sedih bila tibanya tahun baru, umurku bertambah tetapi amalanku tidak bertambah"

So, jom berusaha!! Gambate!

"Every accomplishment starts with decision to try"- unknown

Next week, GP (General Practitioner a.k.a kerja kat klinik) posting. Okey, so, my to-do-lists:

Friday: Ignite my 'engine' + do other work

Saturday: Go to gear 1 + other work

Sunday: Speed to gear 3 + blablabla

Monday until next posting: Proceed with gear 6 (Oh, my Mini Cooper has gear 6 hahaha) and remain still.

Nota Kaki:

Do I need to postpone my writing for the next posting? Hah. I donno

Oh by the way, just a reminder for all of us, even we are at home during daytime, don't forget to activate your house alarm system. Hah! I hate burglars!

Flickr

2009-12-18T13:57:00.000+08:00

Salam.

Sooo yesterday laahh. Baru nak buat account Flickr. hahaha

http://www.flickr.com/photos/azahmael/

p/s: Tak sabar nak balik Bangi tapi tak mahu tinggalkan specialists yang sangat best dan cool di sini (Temerloh) dan tidak mahu menjejakkan kaki di Ampang (T_T)

Rindu dia

2009-11-29T21:02:00.011+08:00

Salam.

What a news. My ex-classmate (secondary school) is getting married. Sebelum ni orang selalu panggil die Betty-la-fea (dont know how to spell :P) because of her rounded-black specs. Kesian, but she is so chantek actually (^_^). All the best Mira :)

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Life as a MS (medical student) in an Obstetrics Department is like a HO. First day like "Cuak nya nak jumpa dengan MO (medical officer) tuu. Garang nyyeerr". But, 2nd day and 3rd day were fine. Making new friends with IIUM's students is a joy.

Me: Assalamualaikum Dr,

Unknown man: Waalaikumusalam, student USIM ke?

Me: Haah. Dr HO ke MO?

Unknown man: .... (aku tak dengar tapi die senyum), UIA

Me: Oh Dr grad dr UIA (sambil kene gelak dengan the unknown man)

Unknown man: Student jugak lah!!! (sambil kene gelak)

Me: Erk! (kaver malu dengan cara memblah kan diri dari situ) kohkohkoh

They are really helpful and obliging enough (^_^)

Whoops of joy!! (^o^)

Him: Cepat pakai sterile gloves. Sambut placenta ni

Aku: Wee~

Finally, the enjoyable night ends up at 6 a.m and I didnt have my night for 24 hours. Record!

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Terasa macam nak balik umah. Tapi.........

My name is Momok!

Hi! I'm Bubu!

Ps:

Salam Eidul Adha

2009-11-27T13:11:00.005+08:00

Salam Eidul Adha from my family and I (^o^)

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This Sunday I'm going to Temerloh again to start a new journey and challenging 2 months excursion that it was destined for me through a narrow and confined passage to meet a kuty-muty little baby instead of meeting old-age people.

I'm preparing myself to be deaf for a while when they start to scream and scold at us like ~~hell~~ mad by plugging a bale of cotton on both side of my ears while other may say "It's ok, it is like a bread and butter in Obstetric posting"

And for those who wanna go to the toilet, please do it so before class as you may either have constipation or incontinence due to super cuak. kehkehkeh

Nota Hari ini:

1) Enjoy your day (^_^) and semoga saya menjadi super rajin

2) Gembira akhirnya dapat juga buku dari Wazari Wazir :)

3) Dato' "Learn to speak English. Say all the bad things in English"- Yeah I'm applying it hahaha

End of Forensic Posting Examination

2009-11-17T13:23:00.003+08:00

"Bah, nak balik Bangi boleh?"

"Kenapa?"

"Sebab... eerr you know why babah. Betul ke keputusan A*ah ni bah?"

"Babah sokong 100%. Balik lah"

ZZzzAass~ Tup tup dah ada depan pintu umah hohohoho

Semoga berjaya kawan-kawan dengan forensic posting examination this Thursday!!!

Minum kopi/nescafe/segala biras-birasnya seperti minum air masak huuu

Dr Harlina once said "You have to like Examination"

I loveee~ (^o^)

Salam..... lepas exam saya sambung cerita lain (^^)

P/s: Doakan kami!

This is NOT a suicide note [Sabah Part II]

2009-11-04T19:45:00.008+08:00

Jangan berdiri di sini! This is not a suicide note

It reminds me of death.

Ok, no more guinness book of record.

Say no to 50 minutes driving from Temerloh to Ampang.

Oh so scary when looking at the postmortem processes. Huuu

But, Forensic Medicine is cool. :)

Nota Biskut Mayat:

Ingin menjadi seperti Siti Aisyah. Esok, next postmortem...

Sekian, Assalamualaikum dan Selamat Malam ZzzZzz~

Habis Sudah Cuti Sekolah [Sabah Part 1]

2009-11-01T16:16:00.007+08:00

Ini sepatutnya dilakukan semalam. But I couldn't post it disebabkan internet yang tidak memberangsangkan. Anggap lah macam hari ini adalah hari Ahad hehehe

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Cuti kali ini tidak seperti cuti-cuti yang sebelumnya. Tidak sepuas seperti mencabut biore pore-pack dari hidung ini. Mungkin dengan khabar-khabar yang tidak enak ditelan, tapi tidak mengapa, there's must be something behind it. So, lets face it!

Baru selesai menyiapkan logo MSC. Amin akan hantarkannya pada Dr Suhaila. Yeahh babeh, I'm done with it! Tatkala menyiapkan logo, sudah 210x Lenka dan Bunkface menjerit-jerit di iTunes. Lagu sama berulang-ulang kali didengarkan.

Semalam meronda satu Bangi untuk mencari klinik-klinik yang best untuk dibuat General Practitioner posting. Adalah dalam 10 buah (kalau lebih pun, 1/2 je) dan kami yang tinggal di Bangi ada la dalam 9-10 orang. Oh, cukup ke ni?? InsyaAllah cukup hehehe

Esok sekolah bermula, dan pada masa yang sama akan ku ketemu kembali lecturer kesayangan pelajar-pelajar USIM, Prof Kannan Kuty.

Nota Kaki:

1) Esok kami akan berkumpul dan bersatu semula sebelum dipisahkan lagi

2) Kemudian, kami ada 3 minggu sebelum peperiksaan yang seterusnya datang menemui kami

Aku ingat lagi, seorang kawan ku ngomel padaku "Azah ni asyik exam aja!"

Sejak masuk clinical years, memang exam=life

3) Teringin untuk pergi ke tempat-tempat yang menarik yang tidak pernah lagi aku pergi seperti Ireland atau mungkin New Zealand dan Aussie. Korea? Hanya selepas Haaziq menunjukkan gambar-gambar mereka di sana.

4) Jumpa esok!

Yang lain, esok sahaja... Salam

[Updated] I DON'T WANT!

2009-10-28T18:45:00.004+08:00

To my beloved University,

I DON'T want to be swapped!!!

Let's talk, please.

ps: Kami bayar yuran. Van takleh??

Hisham "Try to accept and see the returns"

Flying without Wings

2009-10-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

Terasa mahu pergi jauh.

Bebas tanpa sekatan atau perkara-perkara remeh yang memeningkan kepala dan minda.

Terbang setinggi mungkin dilangit biru atau mungkin memandu laju di alam maya bersama MINI Cooper tanpa disaman atau disondol-sondol dari belakang.

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MINI Cabrio mungkin tidak sesuai untuk digunakan di Malaysia melainkan jika mahu digunakan di alam maya. Tapi apa yang aku pamerkan adalah jantung hatiku, MINI Cooper.

Selalu cakap kat ayah acapkali kalau ternampak kelibat MINI di jalan raya "Nanti nak beli satu". Ayah gelak saja.

John Cooper! Bagilah aku sebiji! MINI One ke MINI One D ke MINI Cooper S atau MINI Cooper D pun takpeee. MINI Clubman pun aku terima hahaha

Ini versi internet:

Ada gear 6!

Salam dan Selamat Malam

Sabah bbbaaahhh~

Reflection

2009-10-25T10:45:00.003+08:00

Salam and Sobahul Khair Malizziaa (Selamat Pagi Malaysia)

Last night I went for a talk organized by PERSIAP PPUKM given by Prof Shahrir (beloved clinical lecturer ever!), Prof Nabishah (I think she taught us during preclinical years, once lah!) and Prof Harlina (first time I met her). The talk was not like toooo skema-skema or I should say, formal but it was more like between parents and their children. Advices and guidance concerning prudent future action and for the first time I took it profoundly.

Well, Prof Har said, there must be at least 5 minutes session every night to reflect and to be mused upon ourself. Do we?

Gambar Hiasan- bernama hahah

Then, Prof Nabishah reminded us, "...to get used with the idea of criticism and learn how to use it..." as we are sooo damn expert [1] and capable in criticizing people.

[1] it is not an exclamation in expressing anger or anything like it but it is used for emphasis something.

Down here I copied from Prof Shahrir's Facebook,

Advice to the young ones.....

Many evolutions of Medical students had passed since 10s of years ago. Many good teachers had passed. Times are changing ...

10s of years ago, teachers are feared and respected. Students will come no matter how fearful they are or how boring they are.

As I said times are changing ... Maybe students should put themselves as teachers too. We teach to facilitate and to encourage research and commitment in our students. We have our own ways.

Or have we forgotten the teacher student bonding in the ancient days where the student will honor the teacher like his or her parents. Your wisdom or knowledge will depend on how you honor your teachers.

Personally, I feel every batch has their own image and characteristics. Times are changing and times are bad. Sometimes I really don't like what I hear about certain batches. But I have to love all of you the same and I have to prepare to get hurt in the process.

Perhaps all of you are thinking that pre clinical phase and clinical phase of medical school is the same and the study technique is the same. In the clinical phase you will be "hungry" for lectures no matter how boring because they are scanty and rare. You only have 7 weeks to cover major postings and every type of extra classes by lecturers such as me can help every single minute.
But then I am afraid if my classes are boring, then only a few will come and that can hurt real bad ... Hurt real bad ...

Therefore I plead to all of you please, please, please change your ways.

Nota Kaki:
1) I'm not good in writing.
2) But, sharing is caring kan?
3) Masa itu mengubatikan?
4)Tongue Twister of the day

How much wood would a woodchuck chuck, If a woodchuck could chuck wood? He would chuck, he would, as much as he could, And chuck as much wood as a woodchuck would, If a woodchuck could chuck wood.

Sabah baaahhh~

Allahua'lam

2009-10-24T12:41:00.002+08:00

Tidak ada benda yang menarik...

Aku hanya merancang...

Allah yang menentukan.

Esok sahaja aku sambung....

Kisah Nur dan ex-PK HEM SMKJ3

2009-10-22T22:41:00.005+08:00

Salam..

In this picture is Mrs. Rosny. She was my ex-teacher when I was in 3rd Street High School (Sekolah Jalan 3 je!). Literally, she was my PKHEM lah. Sangat takut dengan dia!

When we (my mom and her friends and I) were en route to Pasar Khadijah from our place in Grand Riverview Hotel, she poked me and asked "Dah ada boyfriend?"

I was like " Errr" Okeyy I was speachless because she ~~was~~ is my teacher (still be)!

"Kamu wanita yang berkerjaya, harus fikir-fikirkan"

Cepatlah sampai ke destinasi-ngumamku.

Again, speechless and voiceless.

Finally, dapatlah sehelai dua kain batik yang diingini...

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Jalan-jalan disekitar Kelantan Darul Naim. This is my second time here. First time being here was 9 years ago. Kali ni saja ikut mami dan pengetua-pengetua Daerah Hulu Langat datang melawat kat sekolah-sekolah disekitar Kelantan. Antaranya, SMK Dato Perdana and SEMENZA. I was impressed with SEMENZA! Why? Maybe because of the teachers and the teammates.

Mari pekena air kelapa!

Nota Tangan:

1) Mak kata, orang sains tak romantik. Guys, is it true?

2) Tongue Twister of the day

Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers. Did Peter piper pick a peck of pickled peppers? If Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers, Where's the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked?

Sabah bah! Wait for me!!~

Selamat Tinggal

2009-10-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

Salam

Exam was finally over. Our doa of not having Mr Hamid as our examiner was granted but he was replaced by other lecturers from IIUM that we were not have the chance to meet at all. And I got them as my examiners!! Hampeh!

Hopefully, I have a good result! And the others too!

Happy hols to everyone. Make used of it wisely!

ps: 1) Aku masih kureng dalam low-light :(

2) Good Luck to all seniors and juniors

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Now I am in Kelantan. I thought of spending the last day of raya with my friends here but unluckily, they are not here yet! (aku pulak yang bersemangat balik kampung orang haha :P)

Dan...

Nota Kaki:

Esok pulang ke Bangi

Kelakar

2009-10-17T22:21:00.003+08:00

Salam

Kelakar kot :))

Godeh-godeh application kat facebook, tetiba dapat ini...

Terkesima dan terkedu menyebabkan terbantutnya daku untuk publish post yang sebenar-benarnya hahaha

Footnotes:

Kalaw benar, terer habis la seni photography aku hahaha

Esok mahu gerak ke Kelantan. Oh ada apa di Kelantan?? Jeng jeng jeng

Doakan Saya

2009-10-09T18:02:00.000+08:00

Salam.

Isnin ni exam.

Ada Mr Azmi, Mr Hamid, Mr Ng, Mr David, Prof Azmi, Prof Jaw.

Menakutkan.

Doakan saya :)

Aku & Kamera serta Rakan-Rakan, Raya Sakan!

2009-09-26T20:39:00.003+08:00

Salam (^^) Howwweeyy!

For the first time after 6 years, I have a chance to celebrate Hari Raya without books (I didn't write totally without books, still with books because I wanna finish my CWU at least lah!) eventhough I have exam in 2 weeks time hehehe selambe ajeee

Nah Asyura! Aku dah upload ekekekek :p

ps: Sorrylah Anap, inilah sebabnya aku ~~sexist~~ genderist

PaperNotes:

1) Banyak pula gambar hehehe

2) Susah nak dapatkan gamba candid. Why? Because we have antennae and able to detect the camera ;))

3) Esok last day raya sakan! (^^)

4) Esok dah kena balik Temerloh (T.T)

Happy Eid Mubarak 1430H

2009-09-23T22:05:00.003+08:00

Salam :D

Wishing you a "Happy 1430th Eid Mubarak"

hehehe bro ucop, pinjam sekejap :P

May Allah's glory and prosperity in the form of taqwa, iman, rahmah, ni'mah, syifa' and sabr shine upon us and the ummah during this eid and forever it will be.

Kullum 'am wa antum bikhoir. Minal 'aidin wa faezeen

Footnotes:

Ini bukan bom di Hiroshima dan Nagasaki okeyh

Jika anda mahu mengorek bijih timah, sila lah, dah tak batal puasa dah~ hehehe

Okeyy kawan-kawan, whose house is next???? sediakan angpau untukku

Sehingga esok, kita bersua kembali~ :)

New Chapter

2009-09-12T20:56:00.003+08:00

Salam..

New chapter of life. As what we know, everything happened for a reason. So, let it be and try to bare it in mind.

"Apakah manusia mengira bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan hanya dengan mengatakan, "Kami telah beriman," dan mereka tidak diuji?" [29:2]

"(Sambil mengucapkan), 'Selamat sejahtera atasmu kerana kesabaranmu', maka alangkah nikmatnya tempat kesudahan itu (syurga-syurga 'Adn)" [13:24]

Pahit macam mana sekalipun, terik macam mana sekalipun, cubalah bersabar.

Ya cakap memang senang. Sesungguhnya, Allah adalah sebaik-baik tempat mengadu :)

Photo by Hisham

Macam mana teruk sekali pun kita dilayan tanpa sebab, bersabarlah!

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I am leaving to Temerloh tomorrow. They said, the environment is much better. I dont know. Let see and experience it! Mr Ng? Whoah scary dowh. Mr Hamid? err never meet him yet. Yeah will meet him sooner or later.

Dr Irlanda: I have a funny feeling that I might see you guys again here

It was 3 months ago. Tadaaa~

Last week....

Aku: Dr~ we are going to Temerloh again this sunday!!! But now we are in surgical wards.

Dr Irlanda: Okeeyy see you in Temerloh :)

Pen & Kertas:

1) Malas nak balik Temerloh

2) Kalau anda berada dalam satu keadaan yang sangat stress (tak kesah lah samada ia berkaitan dengan pelajaran/exam/buayafriend and gelifriend), nasihatku, janganlah anda lepaskan perasaan dan emosi anda secara tidak terkawal pada orang-orang sekeliling anda. Control!

Yang lain... akan ku sambung kelak~

[updated] "Aku bukan pampers ok!" ngumam seorang teman

2009-09-08T22:49:00.005+08:00

Mami selalu pesan kat aku “Jangan buat kat orang kalaw kamu tanak orang buat kat kamu. Biarlah apa yang orang buat kat kamu, tapi jangan sesekali kamu buat balik kat orang. Ingat pesan mami ni”

Aku selalu ingat pesan mak aku ni. Sampai sekarang! Sebelum buat pape, pikir dulu, adakah tindakan ini akan membuatkan orang disekeliling ku gembira atau merana dalam diam?

Lawak bodoh yang hanya menyakitkan hati.

Sifat sambil lewa yang menyayat hati.

Sentiasa fikir, anda sahaja yang 101% betul dan orang lain bodoh 100%.

Kamu suka ke jika benda ini terjadi pada kamu?

Berjanji pada Tuhan yang Maha Esa, takkan buat lagi, tapi bila berada dalam kesenangan, lupa janji-janji yang bertaburan suatu ketika dahulu.

Astaghfirullah

Kita suka mengkritik akan sesuatu. Itu tak kena ini tak kena, akan tetapi bila ditanya “Kalaw orang tegur kaw, kaw boleh terima tak? –Oh boleh. Tegur aje la kalaw ada pape yang tak kena” ah! Akan tetapi bila ditegur, bibir tu boleh buat gantung frame gambar. Hipokrit sumbang!

Aku rasa dah tiba masanya untuk aku katakan. Terpulang pada kamu untuk memahamkan atau “ahhh bukan aku”

Tiada siapa yang mahu dengar. Malah terbit dibibir sunti itu "Kaw budak bermasalah"

Masuk sakai lagi heaven kot!

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Pada masa yang sama aku gembira.

Gembira dalam duka.

Kami dapat present topic hematuria dengan sangat cemerlang dihadapan Prof Zulkifli, Urologist Consultant.

Malah, disertakan dengan pujian “You are better than the others” Marvelous isn’t it?

First time dalam seumur hidup aku masuk clinical, kami dipuji hahahah

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Inilah dinamakan ~~roda impian~~ roda hidup

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Nasihat seorang teman:

H.F "Seorang mukmin yg bergaul dgn orang ramai serta bersabar dengan kesakitan akibat pergaulan dgn mereka itu, adalah lbih baik drpd seorang mukmin yg tidak bergaul dgn orang ramai serta tidak bersabar atas kesakitan akibat pergaulan itu =) "

Next~

2009-09-02T18:33:00.004+08:00

Salam.

Sejak akhir-akhir ini, sangat kemaruk mahu tengok cerita Nur Kasih yang pada awalnya sangat tidak mempunyai hati untuk menonton tivi (mane tak nyeee, tv kat asrama pon takde heheh). Tanpa diduga dan tak disangka-sangka TERtengok episode yg ke 13 lalu terasa macam aku pula yang menjadi watak Nur Amina hahahaha lalu sanggup meminjam id dan password kawan untuk upload melalui tv3.com.my kohkohkoh ok ok enaf2...

Iklan seketika...

Oh. Dulu ku sangkakan Internal Medicine merupakan posting yang biasa-biasa. Sebab cita-citaku mahu menjadi Cardiothoracic surgeon ala ala Dr Ryu (dongengan semata-mata). So i thought Medicine is like learning pathology and pharmacology back but i'm wrong. Tapi disebabkan ada title surgeon di belakang itu, maka, saya rasa mahu meletakkan takhta itu kerana saya tidak meminati surgical posting yang saya lalui sekarang ini. Bukan kerana saya perlu belajar anatomy (saya minat anatomy sebab i was dreaming of becoming an Anatomy lecturer hahaha berangan!) tapi.....

Surgery hanyalah surgery pada saya (Buat sementara waktu ini)

Aku sangat menyedari akan perubahan yang berlaku pada diri ini. Ward round dah 3x tak datang. Oh.

Iklan seketika..... Will be right back after the commercial break...

Mungkin aku tak boleh tengok keadaan-keadaan yang invasive berlaku pada patients di ward. Yeah, aku hanya mampu pejam mata sahaja (tapi tengok cite hantu cool lagi hahaha) sambil muka berkerut-kerut menahan kesakitan yang dialami

Tapi aku suka Prof Rohaizak and Mr G. They all make me want to be in this posting

But..

Internal Medicine is waayyy sssooo cool (so far lah)

Rasulullah SAW said, "If anyone continually asks forgiveness, Allah will appoint for him a way out of every distress, relief from anxiety, and will provide for him from where he never realized." [Abdu Dawood, Hadith 599]

Paper Notes:

1) Dreaming is a way to pursue you future life :)

2) Oh ya, esok ada case presentation, tapi aku ada case carbuncle aje... Case write up pun tak start lagi..... isskkk

Selamat Berbuka Puasa. (Selamat yaa jangan sampai tercekik huhuhuu)

Racun

2009-08-28T16:33:00.003+08:00

Tak semestinya bila tidak sebilik kita tak perlu jadi rapat.

Tak semestinya bila kita rapat, kita akan mula membenci mereka kerna kita sudah tahu berapa banyak tahi lalat di kaki mereka.

Buanglah segala macam racun difikiran.

Renung-renungkanlah..

Salam Ramadhan :)

Yang lain, akanku sambung kemudian...

Nota hidung:

ps: Aku tak ada case for case write up lagi adeyy

Bukit Tinggi, here I cooommeee~ :)

2009-08-08T22:58:00.007+08:00

Salam and Hi ;)

Bienvenue~ prêt?

Nota Tangan di awal pembukaan:

~~Baru saja~~ 2 jam yang lepas kembali pulang from intrafaculty netball tournament di nilai. Muka hitam disebabkan bersantai di court tatkala matahari tegak di kepala hehehe exagerating the story ;p

As I promised you,

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Oh esok sekolah start balik dah. OOooOo (gaya Sinchan). I have to prepare my unstable mental ~~and physical~~. No physical? A little but mental more. Why? You know why hehehe

Nota Kaki:

1) Semalam tak dapat nak attend wedding kak ila :( di atas sebab sebab yang tertentu iskkk.

2) Happy back to school~

Mahya's Solemnisation

2009-08-07T23:26:00.009+08:00

Salam.

dah 2 bulan and yet now i'm able to post them :)

And i just came back from my friend's wedding.

Selamat Pengantin Baru Kak Ila and Abang Ujai!!

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Nota Kaki:

Coming soon ehh. Soon entah bila aku pun tak sure ngeh ngeh ngeh

Sambil Makan Kek Lapis Serawak Sambil Tengok Cerita The Contract dan Sambil Meng-update Blog

2009-08-05T19:00:00.007+08:00

Salam.

Setelah sekian lamanya.....

Dan aku pun tidak pasti kenapa aku mengikuti jejak langkah awerz menulis title yang panjang-panjang hahahah :p

By the way, sangat tidak khusyuk pabila makan kek-lapis serawak yang berwarna merah jambu sambil tengok cerita The Contract lakonan Morgan Freeman dan John Cusack. cerita yang best tapi tak dapat nak menikmati sebab pada masa yang sama tengah meng-update blog :p

Happy Birthday Afrah!!

(sorry, poor quality. lupa nak setting huhuh)

Eventhough my end posting examination was over, i still didnt have time to do some update thingy.

Btw, Apis Pojie, sanah helwa to you too!!!! :D

Nota Kaki:

Okeyyy update later ;)

Malignancy

2009-07-17T21:01:00.005+08:00

Bersawang dah!

Sekejap yeee, it wont be left again.

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Again, no picture to be posted (tak sempat)

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I've found my inspiration. Yes! I wanna be as malignant as him. Nampak cool dari luar. Tapi malignant. Tapi so cool inside out!

Prof Dr Rashidi! You are my icon.

A divine of my mind and soul.

Changes will come but how it affects us only we can decide.... its our choice

Nota Kaki:

1) Doakan aku berjaya dalam exam!!

2) Dan aku ingin menjadi se-malignant seperti Dr Rashidi!

Percayakah kamu?

2009-06-14T16:41:00.006+08:00

Salam.

A week in Temerloh like a year in Ampang and 10 years in Bangi hahahaha!

Finally, today the internet connection is "better" than yesterday.

And even yesterday and today and day after tomorrow and next after day after tomorrow bla bla bla is a bit gloomy but thank God, I'm still able to make new friends among HOs and MOs and Specialists (?) Dr Irlanda, Dr Tan, Dr Nurrul Hana (mcm muka kak as), Dr Anu, Dr Rina, Dr Izzuan, Dr Zuraimi, Dr Siow, Dr Ng bla bla bla uncountable! Because of you guys, i have my life back! :) As I left my hubby at home (bangi) :(

Start to miss my dear friends in Ampang, i wish you guys were here

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Kamu semua percaya tak dengan hukum ~~kurma~~ karma? What goes round comes around?

It can be a positive way to look at it or the other way round.

But basically, if the -ve part strikes on you, the only thing to remain calm and non-depressed component is to "Think +vely a.k.a bersangka baik"

Pujey: Akar dalam sesuatu ukhwah is khusnul zhan (bersangka baik)

Aku yakin dengan dia. Aku percaya dengan dia. Tanpa inti-pati khusnul zhan, semua akan bercelaru....

Kalaw terdetik dihati anda satu perasaan "Aku tak puas hati la dengan dia ni", fikir balik, "Aku pernah ke buat kat orang mcm ni?" "Aku tanak bende ni jadik kat aku balik"

The best thing is "Kena bersabar dan berlapang dada, itukan serendah persaudaraan- mhuno"

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Owh, ive just noticed that "THERE'S NO ONE BLOODY PICTURES!!!!" ohh thank youuuuu hhhahahaha :p

Nota Kaki:

1) Aku nak balik Bangi!!!!!!

2) I wish everything is alright!

3) Mok, akak rindu kat kamu

4) mami babah, rindu gak nak balik~

5) abg akak, kat sini takde big apple (hahahaha)

6) ayang (my hubby), kenape la i tinggalkan you kat umah, takleh nak men shoot2

7) kawan2 kat ampang, tunggu kepulanganku!!!~ :P

8) Thank you for brainwashed me

9) Kenapa aku nak jadi doktor?

10) Aku sedang bergembira!

Banyak sugguh nota kaki hari ini....

Yang lain, esok sahaja atau mungking minggu depan sahaja......

Coming Soon...

2009-05-27T23:40:00.005+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Seperti biasa....

Dia: Framing failed!

........ye lah...

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Psoariasis is triggered by stress. People know even you try to hide it. No need.

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Not very soon anymore. My cousin's solemnization is less than a day. Selamat Pengantin Baru!

Nota Kaki:

Tak mahu balik ke sekolah!!